The last time i blogged was 3 weeks ago and soo many things have happened i feel overwhelmed on what i should blog about.

so many different events happened, from good to bad, happy and sad,i'd say it's been quite a challenging january.

after having done my first camp with camelot, i met wacky people who are great & give me a refreshing view of life(ironic especially from their tembak habit) and how to inject fun with work:) finally, away from jc kids, who are trained to follow by the book (no offense, i mean i am a jc kid too) away from rigidity in structure and finally some leeway. i'm still looking forward to working with camp ha though, i'd like to see the difference in the management of camps,provided they assign me even a camp to start with :/ but yea, i guess i'm sticking to camps n tuition to live by for now. to just get another better paying job for now is quite hard,especially with the recession. well, the pay may not be as good as an office job, but i bet you the fun and experience is just as worth it.

ok,enough of work for now, as for family, i just had two relatives passed away back to back, my dad's brother and my mother's brother's wife. It was really a task to have to handle two funerals one day after the other, especially when i received news of my aunt's passing on during camp. it felt so surreal, a shock till now that she's gone forever,i can't quite imagine that she's no longer around. Even though i've only come to taking care of her 2 times, her death was quite a hit in the face for me, cos i was planning to visit her after camp the next day. I guessed i should have scheduled a visit much earlier, cos what's left of now are just regrets, words that are useless even if written and binded into a book. she has passed on and life has to go on, no matter how harsh that may sound.

reminiscing
12:45 AM <3

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