Saturday, September 22, 2007
In Loving memory Mrs Serene Ng (1975-2007)
I'm finally updating my blog after a long time but sadly, it's on a sad solemn note.
This week has been a rather tough week for many friends, family & students who knew Mrs Serene Ng.It was a reunion for many ex-cedarians from previous batches & classes to supposedly catch up with each other. However, the reunion was not on a cheerful note, it was a sad gathering to pay respects to a wife, mother & teacher , Mrs Serene Ng. When i was first informed by Siti about the news, I was numb beyond words. I couldn't register it quite in my head yet & there I was , telling Shane "OMG, my ex-form tchr passed away" repeating it in disbelieve. When I reached gp class, i immediately called Siti who confirmed it & told me she passed away in labour. She went on to explain the cause of it, which was the result of a small tear in her womb that lead to amniotic fluid to flow into her bloodstream & thus caused her to have lack of oxygen. Listening to her story immediate left me tearing, no matter how i tried to control it. Thoughts of regret immediately came to my head on why I didn't visit her during Teachers' Day, cos i was just too tired from council duties. Regrets on all jokes our class made about her, & how God gave me the opportunity wasted to see her cos I was supposed to liaise with her for JC Talks, but no, I chose to procrastinate. & now its all too late. No chance to catch up, not even a bid of farewell. When such situation arises, all man can do is lament about the regrets they have for not spending time with the loss they had. Talk about being grateful & taking things for granted.This sense of loss is much greather for her husband, for he bears the responsibility to care for his children ,as a single father. In just a few hours time, she will be sent on her last journey by loved ones in the other world. May her soul rest in peace.She was a fine form teacher of 4N '06, i have to be frank, our class wasn't exactly the easiest to handle with , neither was the chemistry between our class & her the greatest. Of course there were times where we dread seeing her for math, as we didn't quite enjoy the lessons & for some of us, never did her work & got sent out of class.(I remembered that fateful day) There were also good times when she will share her sarcastic jokes with us during CE, always giving that no-expression look. Our class nevr failed to notice her good fashion sense, commenting on her big collection of shoes , a habit for girls to talk about. It's with deep regret I didn't get the chance to get to know her much better, for we only talked during dialogue & small chat. One thing i remembered abt her was that she was always concerned about me coping with OAC being Asst Chief,handling my PSB, track trainings & also my studies. Neverthe less, she never did discourage me from stopping or decreasing on my commitments. Instead, she gave me the belief & encouragement to excel in them,something that i treasured as i was under a lot of stress,from teachers who kept hunting me down for proposals & homework assignments. I also remembered the day she was most happy with our class, cos we bought her a crown as part our graduation day. She truly appreciated our effort & even took the effort to dress up on Graduation Ceremony just to match her crown with her top. Sigh, all that is left of now are tresured memories. My condolensces to Mr Andrew Ng & family for their huge loss, & may she rest in peace.
reminiscing
12:01 AM <3
(:
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Taufik Batisah- Usah Lepaskan
Yang Terindah terlukis dibibirmu,
Tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu,
Pudarkah sudah cinta yang ku beri,
Berwarna-warni segala yang dijanjikan ia.
Usah biar ku bersendirian,
Usah biar hatimu ditawan,
Usah biar diriku disini,S
eorang menunggu tanpa teman.
Usah lepas genggaman tanganmu,
Usah biar semua berlalu,
Usah terlupa perasaan hati,
Pertama kali kita bertemu.
Usah Lepaskan...
Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu,
Ku ingin selalu bersamamu...
Usah biar ku bersendirian,
Usah hatimu ditawan,
Usah biar diriku disini,
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman.
Usah lepaskan genggaman tanganmu,
Usah biar semua berlalu,
Usah terlupa perasaan hati,
Pertama kali kita bertemu.
Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
engkau dan dia harus bersama
mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita perlunya masih bercinta.
Usah lepaskan...Usah lepaskan...
Yang terindah terlukis dibibirmu,
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu sebegitu...
Currently in love with this malay song! Call me jiwang or watever but it's the rare few malay songs i LOVE & appreciate. & i just saw on tv, taufik singing that song! *melts*
haha, i dont even fancy him, just the song. I realise i have a soft spot for guys who can sing, dance or play instrument(s). hoho.
promos is just 13 days away.. wtf.. Im so screwed .. SOS needed!
reminiscing
10:46 PM <3
(:
In Loving memory Mrs Serene Ng (1975-2007)