Whoots! I just realised i had another stupid conversation with Lyana:D
melayu translation: saya baru teringat akan satu dialog yang lucu bersama Lyana

|malina +nanabanana+ says:
betol nyer rabon!
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
omg
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
y am i typing in malay
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
hahahah this is fun
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
mari kita bertutur dalam bahasa melayu
lyana. super records says:
must embrace out kemelayuan cheyy cheyyy
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
wheee
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
embrace out =not malay
lyana. super records says:
what's that in malay
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
mesti memeluk kemelayuan dan me-accept
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
budaya kita
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
accept in malay?!
lyana. super records says:
memeluk kepala otak kau
lyana. super records says:
haha
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
bahasa melayu saya masih power
lyana. super records says:
awak harap! = you wish ah

gosh, lack of sleep does make you more stupid:/

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2:35 AM <3

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This is a super lame conversation I had with Suerya Sapuan :D

|malina +nanabanana+ says:
im high
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
from lack of sleep
Ayreus: 2 + 0 = 1 says:
GO SLEEP
Ayreus: 2 + 0 = 1 says:
want me to sing a lullaby?
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
go die
Ayreus: 2 + 0 = 1 says:
*go to sleep...
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
im doing accounting
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
haha
Ayreus: 2 + 0 = 1 says:
... little child...
Ayreus: 2 + 0 = 1 says:
morning's cmg...
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
besar macam badak you call me little child
Ayreus: 2 + 0 = 1 says:
sleep now...*
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
lagu ape je
Ayreus: 2 + 0 = 1 says:
aku tak tau
Ayreus: 2 + 0 = 1 says:
aku create
Ayreus: 2 + 0 = 1 says:
sedap tak?
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
tak leh rase
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
hahaha
Ayreus: 2 + 0 = 1 says:
perangai
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
i can only eat air
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
makan angin!
wooooottts
|malina +nanabanana+ says:
i cracked a malay joke!
Ayreus: 2 + 0 = 1 says:
BASKET

haha,ok-_-"

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2:32 AM <3

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im finally done with the video and i havent slept!

uhhh...time to go visit my aunt at 6+am in the morning:X

god bless me that i survive tonight's dnd:/


I will survive!


and thank you macdonalds for being a dear to let me use wireless and free electricity through the night:D

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6:14 AM <3

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i'm supposed to be asleep now or rather be doing the final preparations for the upcoming d&d but i soo can't be bothered right now & i can't sleep. I really think i've turned nocturnal(maybe i should stay at night safari-they have nocturnal animals there right?)

but yea, my motivation for my youth organisations is slowly diminishing, and that is scaring me a little considering i'm quite attached to both organisations and that i'm quite senior there already. But maybe,i'm quite realistic now and money-minded and realise i can put in the time for a job or even a volunteer event where i get paid(euphemism for it is incentives-_-")

I'm finding every excuse to get out of both organisations and I'm considering (seriously) to start my own network for volunteers where there isn't red tape. After all, red tape causes inefficency and so the market fails.[hurhur, 3am got to my brain.]

but yea, i guess as much as i wanna say i'm versatile & adaptable to changes, i don't like the changes made. All the changes to things are making things more diffcult and me, resistant to the changes(even though it may all seem to be for the better) i guess i'm just tired, tired of being the few people who are there to keep salvaging everything and saving everyone's arses. tired of giving myself hope, each time there seems to be a chance for something big, but it just doesn't work out in the end. maybe it's just me,myself and i who thinks too much and gets herself stressed over stupid things.

ive been thinking about it, maybe the problem really lies with me & my willingness to embrace changes, but it seems like there are others who agree along with me as well. So where lies the problem then?

to that, i haven't quite figured out the answer, but one thing's for sure, the upcoming d&d (of which i'm in-charge of)is going to be quite screwed up, with such low response & i cannot bear the thought of having organised a failed event.

and why am i awake and not doing anything about it?i'm wondering about that too, and i've been thinking about what i can do about it, but there's only so much i can do for now. cross my fingers and hope everything turns out to be all right:/

even that doesn't sound convincing.gahh

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2:46 AM <3

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It's been quite a slow paced week for me, and rather frustrating at times as well.

Monday,22nd Dec '08
Had nice outings with 2 of my girlfriends, went cycling from one end to the other and back again, and i went for a run after that. woohoo, damn good workout for me.
I guess being stressed up can really get you down to exercising. it was a fun girls' day out, cept that it was incomplete without rahh there(miscommunication on my part,my bad) but yea,it was fun:D (pictures are all in facebook, blogspot is screwed and I can't be bothered to add them all here)

my ideal day at the beach, chilling and lazing around


decided to cycle from one end of east coast to the other-we are superwomen!


Me and my hot pink bimbotic bike


Odd combi of friends- our very different dressing got some people turning at us and wondering how we could be friends

left to right: the very demure zah(hoho),the tourist soya,the can't be bothered to dress up malina

bahh..i still haven't figured out the distance of the ECP(i tried searching online & some said its 9km/15km/20km) wow..wat a range!)

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1:47 AM <3

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We had a sushi day on monday,cos jas was craving for sushi and wanted to have nice food before we go for camp! haha, it was really a crazy day, we ate up to 40+ plates not including the double and triple plates together! what gluttons we were , we sat there for 3 whole hours!:D

here's pictures of our sakae spread!

Our overfilled table that we had to stack plates on top of each other



Happy to eat nice food:D


We ordered too much food and had to resort to play games to force each other to eat;

the losers;luck wasn't on our side,boo hoo


the winners; i bet they secretly made a pact to work together against us!:P



In the end, we couldn't finish the food and resort to hiding them under plates:D

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12:34 PM <3

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I went out with my fiance & her bf& his friend on saturday:D

I slept only for 2hours before waking up early with the idea of going runnig but i was just too tired & end up watching tv with my sister & then heading for exco meeting at 3.30pm, only to find josh there. haha, I should present all my excos watches for christmas to remind them to be on time for meetings-_-" but yea, ahmad came at4.30pm & syirr toO! missed that woman soo much, just need mar to be there to make it complete & backk to the old day. But too bad, mariam is tied down at dairyfarm being a milkmaid(as concluded by syirr & i) to clock her hours for her attachment. tsk.

Anyway, meeting was productive yet hilarious at the same time cos josh apparently left his brains back in vietnam & i'm glad to say he's going back there on tuesday to look for it again.*thank god, cos he's about the smartest & rationale dude of the exco* but yea, there we had the exchange with regards to the newbies & concluded that they can never be like us oldies. The combination for our exco is just plain weird & unique yet we can all work so well together. unity in diversity;)

After meeting, went off to meet fiance & bf & friend to chill & listen to peepshow's 'roadshow.' literally, cos it was by the roadside across centrepoint! but yea, we had fun listening to live band after soo long of deprivation. i totallly missed the tapestry days :(

but here's some pics that we took!:D










PEEPSHOW


We found a smurf along the way!




Our cool picture with sk, he looks like sugar daddy,hehe

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8:20 PM <3

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I AM BACK IN SINGAPORE AFTER 4 DAYS AWAY!





Feels great to come back to a place where you know that toilets are clean, the streets are safe(safer at least) & facilities are accessible almost everywhere. (even though malaysia has got more halal food to offer:X)

& so i went for a short trip with my relatives & 3 little rascals who got on my nerves half the time,i have to admit that it was a bittersweet holiday for me.

Day 1

Left Singapore at 9am, we had 2 pitstops before my aunt decided to change plans not to go over to Port Dickson & just head straight to Malacca *Boohoo* that means that I wouldn't be able to enjoy the beach,the sun, go jogging & enjoy the sauna. So much for theraphy & getting a getaway. We ended up back the the Garden City, a service apartment & spent the remainder ofthe day at the pool

Day 2




Set off from our apartment & changed for a bigger apartment on the 5th floor. The new apartment was definitely much better, it had more room for us to sit around & my cousin to play soccer-_-" After that, we headed to A Famosa, this recreational place, that has a zoo, resort, swimming place etc. quite a cool place I would say, was rather impressed by it! We ended up spending another whole day in the waters & i think i have officially changed race. But I managed to buy a tankini,sponsored by my Mummy & mak!Quite surprised they actually approved of me buying one, originally intended to buy a a bikini but decided against cos the tankini looks cute! But if I had the money i would have bought both cos its set at the same price as in singapore BUT in different currency!that's like half price!haha, typical singaporean:D

& after that,we left for home,where we got to the comforts of our bed:)

Day 3

On the morning of the 3rd day, i was enlightened & decided that i should go running around the estate area, only to find out the carpark is freaking small & i would totally die of boredom if i were to do a 30min run around the area. Feeling up for some adventure of my own I decided to take a risk by running beyond my housing area and out to the streets of Malacca. I would say its quite an experience, cos after a while i realised i was the only idiot running around(at least in running attire) I bet the locals though there was gonna be Olympics or something, suddenly seeing a GIRL( yes,they're still conservative) running around all alone along the city of malacca. It was quite scary,i'd have to admit cos i got confused and lost for a while, but with my cool woman's intuition,i figured my way around. But my cool intuition has its limit & i realised I was running on a path so narrow I was just asking to be knocked down-_-" But luckily for me, aside from being honked at occassionally and inches from some realy devilish car drivers, I was pretty safe. Regretted not bringing my camera that day, but well, i went again for my adventures the next day!:D third day was a day without swimming, and we went SHOPPING!


Over there, they have Poh Seng, here we have Poh Kim!



I still find this sign hilarious.



Day 4

The Adventures of Malina Alwi!:))

Woohoo, brought my camera along for my adventure! RObinson Crusoe couldn't present pictures of his travelling, but I can!:D So let me bring you through my malacca running trip! & i swear they people haven't seen a runner around their area, cos they checked me out(quote unquote yinzhou-_-") i'm totally flattered to be checked out by malaysian dudes.>_<

This is the route i went..



The road not taken..(reminds me of the poem)


Found a monitor lizard/iguana/crocodile whatever you call it in a drain! Scared me for a moment!


Walked to tourist spots!:)
FOund a plane abandoned,waiting for me to take off



Menara Taming Sari that rotates 360deg to give a cool view




The super narrow lane that nearly got me killed:X



Smile!:D


More tourist stuff, i like the oldness of this building



UMNO Post:X



A train was waiting for me to go on with my adventure:)



They have ajail at convenience, just round the corner!



I find this hilarious,finally a sign that they are exercising!



my silhoutte



We went for Go KART after that!:D



VROOOOMMMMMMMM


More pics can be found @ facebook. Standard chart photos included:)

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2:41 AM <3

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gosh, i haven't updated for a while even though mugging is waay over & i am supposed to have lesser things to do.

but it seems like the same due to my many activities lined up for me(obviously due to my over enthusiasm in wanting to be involved in everything!)

now that prom & standard chartered is over, i only have to focus on campteen events as of now & my mission to get a job! GOSH, SOMEONE JUST GIVE ME A JOB! i am officially UNEMPLOYED! *gasp*

the very word scares me; it feels like my world is very dark & uncertain, and of course i'll be financially unstable. I am just not keen on the idea of living of my parents, i want to be an independent woman, all right, maybe more independent than I already am.

Oh talking about the events that have passed, i am satisfied with what i wore for PROM! like finally, cedar prom was such a screw with my make up overly done up & wearing such a fugly dress as well as a sucky post prom!

This year's prom was rocking, right from my dressing all the way to the post-prom!
I'm totally relieved that no one had the same dress as me & nor the same colour (though merr wore yellow too!) I'm finally glad i got to wear my fedora hat( thanks to syirr dearest who loaned it to me) & get to wear something different. The food wasn't so great as i thought it would, I swear, h5 appreciation dinners are so much more worth it (i only pay $15-$20) compared to the $90 i paid for prom. So much for a 5 star hotel which had shitty service of which i feel that the hotel i used to work for has much higher standard!

anyway, that aside, post-prom was fun! I brought my girlfriends to their first clubbing experience( though 1-2 didn't quite like it) & yea, i broke my 40 days rule :X I really should practise self-restrain this time. I cannot afford to be as havoc as after Os period. No more,malina. But yea, we bumped into syaz & soccer dudes & it became an impromptu gathering (pictures have been uploaded to my facebook!) It was quite fun to go out with whacked out people who really have fun, so yea i didnt regret joining them to stay out:D

Right after prom, i reached home at 8.30am, thanks to zah's cousin who made us wait for one bloody hour(i'm getting sick of the waiting game) & i reached home, wishing i could just get on to bed & proceed to lalaland BUT i was prevented knowing that once i sleep, i will not be able to wake up in time for campteen. & so I took my time to get ready & ready Early @ 12.45pm, and to my dismay, the appointed leader was late & I, still recovering from drinking & lack of sleep had to give instructions & take charge. So much for being the mentor & being observants for the day & letting the newbies do their thing. And so I garnered energy trying to cope before joshua my saviour came & helped out.& so we let the kids take charge of their things, & he convinced me into eating though all i could think of was puking & sleeping. & so, campteen started a little shaky with us seniors SOO tempted to take over but restrained by the fact that we want them to learn.

My mood for the got worse by a call from some biatch, & i got to rant it off to YZ for a while. So campteen wasn't so great a turnout but i would say it was all right for a first time.(maybe its due to my lack of sleep i'm being so critical) & I had to drag myself to expo to see mr cai YZ to discuss stan chart & at the same time, give a visit to rae & jo who volunteered for race-packing. After much contemplating & discussion, i went home with a high fever of 39.5deg & had a short rest.

NExt day, I woke up at 9am remembering i had to attend the 1 session complimentary Weight management programme I won. I thought it was really a joke during consultation, though the treatment was an experience. I already prepared my self not to accept any form of deal with them, cos I don't believe in slimming programmes & just exercise & balanced diet. & oh, i was dressed quite 'sexy'(in my relatives' eyes) dressed in my short shorts & an off shoulder top when i met my grandma & my holy aunt. you bet i had a HOLY COW reaction! thank goodness I was having a fever & my grandma felt that i was burning hot so she was more concerned about my health than my clothes! My aunt wasn't that forgiving though, she was not as welcoming. I wonder why>_<

But after that, I headed down to the slimming centre & was given a consultant. I find my conversation with her hilarious & ridiculous. Here it goes:

C: (takes my height & weight) What was the weight you said again when you called?
m: 59kg
c: wow, so you lost 4 kg. are you satisfied?
m: no, not really (to say yes would be a lie!but i was asking for it)
c: *sees opportunity & seize it!* Oh you know for your height your IDEAL weight is 45kg, and in order to achieve that you will need more than one session.
m: (tries to hide laughter) Oh, icic, that means i need to lose 10kg?
c: Yes, & since you're a student we are presenting you an offer for only $300+ for 5 sessions unlike the normal package for $1.6k
m: *pretends to give thoughtful look of consideration* but you know i'll have to ask my mum about this cos she's the sponsor
c: *desperate* oh but we cant hold back this offer, it only stands now!

m: tries to bullshit ard
c: tries to convince somemore

m: I think i'll have to pass on this offer. It is a really good deal, but i will not be able to afford this until i have got a job & then i can consider such options
c: but if you take it up then ,it'll mean you have to pay $1.6k
m: *subtly bitchy* yes, i realise that, but that is really up to me to decide what i wanna do about it
c: *tries belittling method* So how? how are you gonna achieve your ideal weight? 10kg you know*quotes example*
m: oh, i didn't mention to you im a sportsman so i guess ill just have to keep on exercising to lose weight. not as effective but at least i'll lose weight & be healthy.

c: *pissed off & offended* oh ok lor, up to you

Gee, this woman cannot even speak proper english in a sentence & wishes to convince me of such deals! tsk tsk, but i got to go to the sauna( i just realised i was risking my life having a fever & going into a sauna, i nearly fainted) & going to the burn fat blacket thingy. & so from there i lost less than one kg!
OH WOW, amazing isn't it-_-" bet you it's purely water loss. i'm not that dumb.

& so i went to expo after that to visit all my friends who volunteered for race-collecting & i got to go shop for lingerie @ john littles.:D after that i went home to see my sis @ home & know i won't have the priviledge to sleep with her around. Was supposed to meet yz @ 12 on the bus but some bugger smsed at 7pm telling to meet earlier for briefing @ 11.30am, Just to be briefed for 10 freaking minutes. thanks people, it was nice of you.

hoho, yes yes, as sector leader i'm supposed to be responsible & all blablabla but i was already dying from lack of sleep!:X & stan chart started off crazily once volunteers came cos cranky people who can't handle stress started screaming their arse off at everyone & i was so thankful i had yinzhou as my partner cos we got to share the load! *phew*

& once we reached, I was supposed to send my volunteers to their venues only to realise i was effing lost. I am so sorry volunteers to make you all walk, but it was the 2nd time I was there & i should have found out about it earlier,really, my bad. I even made yz go up & downhill from ecp just to come to my rescue & not make me lose face:X so yes, he was the real superman of the day & i'm gonna treat him ice cream! lol

So yes, it was my first experience cycling uphills & downhills round & round it was fantastic exercise & torture cos I ended up not eating from 5pm all the way to 10am & i swear i lost weight mann. Haha, it was really a different experience having to wade through the runners who only care about their runs & not about giving way & having to cycle through live traffic & nearly knocked down by big lorries( really my own fault cos i decided to go live traffic over live humans;i swear they are big yet they appear more merciful, in a way:S) So yeap, i went over to ecp to do yz a favour only to be scolded on the fone to go back to my position:X so yes,cycling was tiring! but well, things ended up on an ok note, cept yz was traumatised from having to go through the expressway & i was just plain hungry & 0 energy left. I was sad i didnt interact as much to my volunteers as i usually do cos i was just a gan chiong spider to ensure everything's ok:( but oh well...what's done cannot be undone so i'll just be comforted that there'll be other opportunities:)

after settling our volunteers,we explored the tentages (that promised a lot during the wasted briefing) but end up having not much things & then left for home. I gave myself a hell of a beauty sleep of 19hrs! champion!

& now, i'm done packing & will be awake in an hour to head over to m'sia for my holiday while my partner had to attend his exams. woohoo, it feels good to look forward for a holiday, even if its a short trip!:D

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3:45 AM <3

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She was typing away happily,uploading pictures & chatting to her girlfriends when suddenly, "PIANG!"

Sound of broken pieces of glass break the serenity of the house!

She turned towards the direction of the noise & saw glass falling from the ceiling of her room. Out of shock, for a moment, she thought that the building was about to crash, or that she was experiencing an earthquake.


But little did she expect it to be parts of the lighting in her room!





Gosh, this is totally a failed attempt at narrative. I suck at narrative, god knows why i'm a lit student. I was never fond of doing a narrative essay & would prefer argumentative essays anytime, well, until I did GP!:X

But yea, this was what happened to me just now at 12.58 pm, when the light cover suddenly came crashing down onto the floor. Luckily, i wasn't standing underneath it, or i'll be in hospital & you'll be visiting me.

ok, i shall post more stuff later..

crime night has already started! ahhhhhh

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9:22 PM <3

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