Its been forever since i've updated but...


ITS FINALLY OVER!:D


(ok, i'm lagging in this annoucement!)

Ever since 5pm striked on 24th Nov '08, i've been going out everyday from early morning all the way till late nite. it's rather exhausting but its quite a nice life to lead:D

Ok, the final paper didn't quite end on a good note for me, but what the hell, i can think about in next year & worry about it. But well, seems like the lit tutors were really nice & had posters waiting for us after we ended our paper!:)) it was really a sweet gesture made by them,i guess. I think lit teachers are cool.:D



After Lit, the supposed class outing(which suddenly shrank to only SIX people) still went on & we got to eat FIsh & co. express food & caught "Body of Lies" at Ehub.


the movie was F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C!:))The storyline was really good even though leonardo dicaprio looked fat & ugly! Its quite cool how he's about to speak arab & only when he does that does my heart melts. But the coolest character is Haney,cool old dude with many connections & cool bodyguards!

After movies, we decided to relive our childhood & hang out at a playground!

Zah was yearning for a swing & me, for a sea-saw, & we found them both at the park!:D

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11:33 PM <3

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OMG OMG OMG

In 17 hours time, i'll be officially a free bird with nothing to mug for!

(ohhh..what a tragedy for a mugger!>_<) lol. i'm so excited/nervous to the extent i'm having a stupid tummyache, damn, i think i ate something bad today:(

i just came up with a theory that the side effect to me being nervous is to shit it all out:X a gross fact that no one needs to know, but i think it's true! i've been clearing my system super frequently throughout the As period. SIGH.

Anyway, i gave myself a terible scare at 6am in the morning! I thought today is MONDAY & i was gonna take my paper! Silly me thought i slept more than 24hr cos the last i remembered was my aunt asking me if i was having school the next day & receiving a sms from one of my girlfriends,to wish me luck! lol, how i panicked & sms rah to confirm the day!-_-"

anyway, i think im superwoman! i overnighted on fri night, went home the next day to shower & had a breakfast date with the famous five, who were all late! TSK, after that went for meeting with the youth wing & had a road trip around singapore in ahmad's car along with amanda,mar & alex. Classic, i can label ahmad as a super reckless driver like a effing true malaysian. swiwtching lanes like he owns the road -_-"

ohhh, how i cant wait for 5pm to strike & just scream outside the classroom! i can totally imagine,

"YOU MAY LEAVE!"

me:" WOOHOO!" *takes all 4 lit texts & throw them up into the air!*

or *Tear teh books page by page!*

hoho.. ok, i won't exactly tear my texts (OUCH, all the writers will roll in their graves, mind you) but i think i'll go hysteric for a moment! like the theory of two-legged womb, who cracks up with no warning! lol

& urghh..many ppl have ticked me off to go offline & sleep & stop facebooking.TSK TSK.

i was just gonna chill a bit & see soya's prom dress!& eye-candy a bit on facebook for good luck charm tmr.lmao, gosh im so full of shit(literally) that im having diarrhoea. oh no, what if i have to keep on going to shit during paper tmr!

maybe i should ask them to set up a table for me in the toilet.LOL.thats gross but how convenient!

uh oh, i have 2 weekks to workout baby! & ive got a recently sprained ankle so i'm forced to stop running :( so i guess ill have to find other ways to work out, maybe i can go through liposuction or some burn fats/ wrap or just eat slim 10 pills! -_-"

ok, i should stop ranting in randomness like winston smith in 1984! maybe i should have a reconstruction tonight like Offred in The Handmaid's Tale. OR i can be a femme fatale liek the women characters in Poe, or be a disgustingly weakling like Miranda in The Tempest & cry over my paper tmr.

tsk, enough nonsense. i should go sleep now

DOWN WITH DIARRHOEA
DOWN WITH DIARRHOEA
DOWN WITH A LEVELS!

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12:01 AM <3

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dark room,with the computer screen on & listening to emo songs.

setting, just nice.


"when i lose myself i think of you"

this line kept repeating in my head for quite some time already, & it's funny & i realise how stupid ive been all these while getting over you.

A levels has taken its toll on me, & i can safely say everyone is drained from studying our arse off the past few weeks. Good thing A levels was there to distract me, if not i think i'll keep thinking about things, but anyhow, i was still distracted towards the last part the math paper, of all things, a sudden thought of you, which has totally no link, but then again, the human mind is a complex one so i guess you can say it was one of my random thoughts all over again.

but it was a good thing that i had such a thought cos i had reflections all over again & this time i've thought it over, i'm totally over you. it's quite easy actually, i couldnt quite figure out why i needed like 5months to start realising it. yes, i would say maybe i was carried away with my emotions, but hey, you could say you had a role in it as well. it takes two hands to clap. so yea, i am back(: it may be bitchy for me to say this, but ive got to say that i deserve better,someone who will value me more, not someone who takes me for granted, and not only contact me as and when needed. i'm moved on with life and yea, there's gotta be more to life!:)

don't ask why i'm suddenly ranting about this, just wanted to blog it so that i can look back again n say, you did the right thing:)




p.s: maybe i got 'inspired' after talking & reading emo friends' blogs. haha, but yea, emofriends, the grass is greener on the other side!:D

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8:47 PM <3

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