gosh, i haven't updated for a while even though mugging is waay over & i am supposed to have lesser things to do.

but it seems like the same due to my many activities lined up for me(obviously due to my over enthusiasm in wanting to be involved in everything!)

now that prom & standard chartered is over, i only have to focus on campteen events as of now & my mission to get a job! GOSH, SOMEONE JUST GIVE ME A JOB! i am officially UNEMPLOYED! *gasp*

the very word scares me; it feels like my world is very dark & uncertain, and of course i'll be financially unstable. I am just not keen on the idea of living of my parents, i want to be an independent woman, all right, maybe more independent than I already am.

Oh talking about the events that have passed, i am satisfied with what i wore for PROM! like finally, cedar prom was such a screw with my make up overly done up & wearing such a fugly dress as well as a sucky post prom!

This year's prom was rocking, right from my dressing all the way to the post-prom!
I'm totally relieved that no one had the same dress as me & nor the same colour (though merr wore yellow too!) I'm finally glad i got to wear my fedora hat( thanks to syirr dearest who loaned it to me) & get to wear something different. The food wasn't so great as i thought it would, I swear, h5 appreciation dinners are so much more worth it (i only pay $15-$20) compared to the $90 i paid for prom. So much for a 5 star hotel which had shitty service of which i feel that the hotel i used to work for has much higher standard!

anyway, that aside, post-prom was fun! I brought my girlfriends to their first clubbing experience( though 1-2 didn't quite like it) & yea, i broke my 40 days rule :X I really should practise self-restrain this time. I cannot afford to be as havoc as after Os period. No more,malina. But yea, we bumped into syaz & soccer dudes & it became an impromptu gathering (pictures have been uploaded to my facebook!) It was quite fun to go out with whacked out people who really have fun, so yea i didnt regret joining them to stay out:D

Right after prom, i reached home at 8.30am, thanks to zah's cousin who made us wait for one bloody hour(i'm getting sick of the waiting game) & i reached home, wishing i could just get on to bed & proceed to lalaland BUT i was prevented knowing that once i sleep, i will not be able to wake up in time for campteen. & so I took my time to get ready & ready Early @ 12.45pm, and to my dismay, the appointed leader was late & I, still recovering from drinking & lack of sleep had to give instructions & take charge. So much for being the mentor & being observants for the day & letting the newbies do their thing. And so I garnered energy trying to cope before joshua my saviour came & helped out.& so we let the kids take charge of their things, & he convinced me into eating though all i could think of was puking & sleeping. & so, campteen started a little shaky with us seniors SOO tempted to take over but restrained by the fact that we want them to learn.

My mood for the got worse by a call from some biatch, & i got to rant it off to YZ for a while. So campteen wasn't so great a turnout but i would say it was all right for a first time.(maybe its due to my lack of sleep i'm being so critical) & I had to drag myself to expo to see mr cai YZ to discuss stan chart & at the same time, give a visit to rae & jo who volunteered for race-packing. After much contemplating & discussion, i went home with a high fever of 39.5deg & had a short rest.

NExt day, I woke up at 9am remembering i had to attend the 1 session complimentary Weight management programme I won. I thought it was really a joke during consultation, though the treatment was an experience. I already prepared my self not to accept any form of deal with them, cos I don't believe in slimming programmes & just exercise & balanced diet. & oh, i was dressed quite 'sexy'(in my relatives' eyes) dressed in my short shorts & an off shoulder top when i met my grandma & my holy aunt. you bet i had a HOLY COW reaction! thank goodness I was having a fever & my grandma felt that i was burning hot so she was more concerned about my health than my clothes! My aunt wasn't that forgiving though, she was not as welcoming. I wonder why>_<

But after that, I headed down to the slimming centre & was given a consultant. I find my conversation with her hilarious & ridiculous. Here it goes:

C: (takes my height & weight) What was the weight you said again when you called?
m: 59kg
c: wow, so you lost 4 kg. are you satisfied?
m: no, not really (to say yes would be a lie!but i was asking for it)
c: *sees opportunity & seize it!* Oh you know for your height your IDEAL weight is 45kg, and in order to achieve that you will need more than one session.
m: (tries to hide laughter) Oh, icic, that means i need to lose 10kg?
c: Yes, & since you're a student we are presenting you an offer for only $300+ for 5 sessions unlike the normal package for $1.6k
m: *pretends to give thoughtful look of consideration* but you know i'll have to ask my mum about this cos she's the sponsor
c: *desperate* oh but we cant hold back this offer, it only stands now!

m: tries to bullshit ard
c: tries to convince somemore

m: I think i'll have to pass on this offer. It is a really good deal, but i will not be able to afford this until i have got a job & then i can consider such options
c: but if you take it up then ,it'll mean you have to pay $1.6k
m: *subtly bitchy* yes, i realise that, but that is really up to me to decide what i wanna do about it
c: *tries belittling method* So how? how are you gonna achieve your ideal weight? 10kg you know*quotes example*
m: oh, i didn't mention to you im a sportsman so i guess ill just have to keep on exercising to lose weight. not as effective but at least i'll lose weight & be healthy.

c: *pissed off & offended* oh ok lor, up to you

Gee, this woman cannot even speak proper english in a sentence & wishes to convince me of such deals! tsk tsk, but i got to go to the sauna( i just realised i was risking my life having a fever & going into a sauna, i nearly fainted) & going to the burn fat blacket thingy. & so from there i lost less than one kg!
OH WOW, amazing isn't it-_-" bet you it's purely water loss. i'm not that dumb.

& so i went to expo after that to visit all my friends who volunteered for race-collecting & i got to go shop for lingerie @ john littles.:D after that i went home to see my sis @ home & know i won't have the priviledge to sleep with her around. Was supposed to meet yz @ 12 on the bus but some bugger smsed at 7pm telling to meet earlier for briefing @ 11.30am, Just to be briefed for 10 freaking minutes. thanks people, it was nice of you.

hoho, yes yes, as sector leader i'm supposed to be responsible & all blablabla but i was already dying from lack of sleep!:X & stan chart started off crazily once volunteers came cos cranky people who can't handle stress started screaming their arse off at everyone & i was so thankful i had yinzhou as my partner cos we got to share the load! *phew*

& once we reached, I was supposed to send my volunteers to their venues only to realise i was effing lost. I am so sorry volunteers to make you all walk, but it was the 2nd time I was there & i should have found out about it earlier,really, my bad. I even made yz go up & downhill from ecp just to come to my rescue & not make me lose face:X so yes, he was the real superman of the day & i'm gonna treat him ice cream! lol

So yes, it was my first experience cycling uphills & downhills round & round it was fantastic exercise & torture cos I ended up not eating from 5pm all the way to 10am & i swear i lost weight mann. Haha, it was really a different experience having to wade through the runners who only care about their runs & not about giving way & having to cycle through live traffic & nearly knocked down by big lorries( really my own fault cos i decided to go live traffic over live humans;i swear they are big yet they appear more merciful, in a way:S) So yeap, i went over to ecp to do yz a favour only to be scolded on the fone to go back to my position:X so yes,cycling was tiring! but well, things ended up on an ok note, cept yz was traumatised from having to go through the expressway & i was just plain hungry & 0 energy left. I was sad i didnt interact as much to my volunteers as i usually do cos i was just a gan chiong spider to ensure everything's ok:( but oh well...what's done cannot be undone so i'll just be comforted that there'll be other opportunities:)

after settling our volunteers,we explored the tentages (that promised a lot during the wasted briefing) but end up having not much things & then left for home. I gave myself a hell of a beauty sleep of 19hrs! champion!

& now, i'm done packing & will be awake in an hour to head over to m'sia for my holiday while my partner had to attend his exams. woohoo, it feels good to look forward for a holiday, even if its a short trip!:D

reminiscing
3:45 AM <3

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