dark room,with the computer screen on & listening to emo songs.

setting, just nice.


"when i lose myself i think of you"

this line kept repeating in my head for quite some time already, & it's funny & i realise how stupid ive been all these while getting over you.

A levels has taken its toll on me, & i can safely say everyone is drained from studying our arse off the past few weeks. Good thing A levels was there to distract me, if not i think i'll keep thinking about things, but anyhow, i was still distracted towards the last part the math paper, of all things, a sudden thought of you, which has totally no link, but then again, the human mind is a complex one so i guess you can say it was one of my random thoughts all over again.

but it was a good thing that i had such a thought cos i had reflections all over again & this time i've thought it over, i'm totally over you. it's quite easy actually, i couldnt quite figure out why i needed like 5months to start realising it. yes, i would say maybe i was carried away with my emotions, but hey, you could say you had a role in it as well. it takes two hands to clap. so yea, i am back(: it may be bitchy for me to say this, but ive got to say that i deserve better,someone who will value me more, not someone who takes me for granted, and not only contact me as and when needed. i'm moved on with life and yea, there's gotta be more to life!:)

don't ask why i'm suddenly ranting about this, just wanted to blog it so that i can look back again n say, you did the right thing:)




p.s: maybe i got 'inspired' after talking & reading emo friends' blogs. haha, but yea, emofriends, the grass is greener on the other side!:D

reminiscing
8:47 PM <3

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