it's 12.32am in the morning and i can't sleep. this feeling of emptiness & confusion is just so frustrating its a big distraction in my head now. I can't seem to get myself to budge & continue with the pile of work i have left; though i know the repercussions are great & would even lead to me being chased out of class, but hell, i can't even think straight right now.

i'm emo-ing for no real reasons, and again the song "your guardian angel" had me changed into emo mode & i cant do work now. shucks,there's an overflowing rush of emotions that i'm feeling right now, i don't know how to put it in words.

"im going crazy thinking about you lately"
-KC & JoJo ,Crazy

that's what i'm feeling right now i guess. you're such a big distraction on my mind, i don't know if that's a good or bad thing.i'm in a state of confusion right now, i don't even know what im rambling about.this post is really gonna sound mushy or whatever you might call it,but i guess i feeling all emo cos i miss you n your presence. n yea, i'm unsure of what i feel for you now, so that what makes it worse. it doesn't quite make sense to anyone, but that's the whole idea, that love is complicated. but yea, i guess there's no point in thinking about it all the time when it'll do no good to my life now. i might as well go with the flow and leave it to fate.






anyway,i think i should be sleeping now cos my back is hurting again from carrying stacks of chairs yesterday after investiture.. i think i'm getting really old with the strained back bothering me. :(

reminiscing
12:31 AM <3

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