whoa, time realy flies and the last blog entry that i wrote in was last month.it's march now and block test is just 2 days away.. stress is really getting to me, having only one week to catch up with all the work i've missed from sickleave & orientation II. Urgh..24hrs is surely not sufficient for my revision for all my subjects.. n i did the craziest thing a mugger can do. i thon at the airport overnight for 3 nights consecutively! haha, i'm really into this mugging, and being a true blue mugger.

thanks jasmine,brian,christina,hector & kevan for being there to mug with me for the different days you were there. it felt better knowing that others are in the same state as me:) and really, thank you for always encouraging me each time i'm near to giving up or feel super stupid,up to a point where i dont believe i cant do it,thank you nocturnal muggers:) love you ppl!

this few days has been rather hectic,,crazy,fun,emotional one for me, i think sooner or later i'll be on the brink of going berserk.

the journey home is usually spent reflecting on what i want,a question that persistently bothers me, cos in the first place, im not very sure of it myself. there's many many things that i'd like to have/wish to happen , but it all depends on my consistent effort, fate n sheer dumb luck. shucks, life is great but all this uncertainty is making me worried over nothing.

iwanttodowelformyblocktestandshowthaticanmanagemytimewell, iwannaprovetomyselfthatiamcapableofachieving suchstandards,iwannabetheonetoshakelailai'shandwhenireceivemyAlevelsresultsand surpriseeveryonewhothoughtthaticommitmyselftoomuchtoscandneglectingmywork. iwanttohave thatfeelingofhavingdoneyourbestandgetingresultsthatthatreflecttheamountofeffort spentonitaswell.andinorderformetodowellijustneedtostoptypingandgetmybuttmovingtoget onwitheconomics.


my mind is saturated, i need to run.

















i cant explain this feeling i think about it everyday.

iwishthatonedayyoullsoonrealisethatyourethatoneivebeenthinkingabout; doyounothaveanyideaordoyouwishtoavoidthis? imjustasscaredtothinkaboutitandthefuturebutitshardwhenyoureonmymindallthetime.

reminiscing
4:54 PM <3

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