<body> memories are for keepsake,always to be treasured
Just like
Disclaimer:
Whatever displayed here is fictional &
copyrighted.Not happy?Pls take your leave.

+nanabanana+
cedar girls'
track & field
psl
[ e-mail ] [ friendster ]



likes**
chocolates
orange (colour)
running
surprises
you


Credits

Basic codes: Ebullient*
Image: Dozign
Brushes: Portfelia
Design: MeasuringSummer

Archives

March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
September 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
August 2009
December 2009

links

[ orange partner ]
[ wijaya aka tengge]
[ jenn ]
[ sharron *quack quack- ]
[ sammie]
[ ulrica]
[ weiting]
[ lyana aka GunDU!]
[ jessica tJung!]
[ cherrisa ]
[ bryant ]
[ hanny the shugerr-_-" ]
[CAMPTEEN BLOG! ]
[ sb blog(: ]
[Langkawi Camp '05]
[Campteen photoS '05 ]
[SB performance ]
[Pri Sch Gathering ]


tagboard




Sunday, July 08, 2007

5th july

Had my first national track & field meet after 2 years of mia from it. urghh..it was freaking screwed up, cos I know I wasn't prepared for it at all,like who can be on form after training for 3 months? haha, joke of the century. I totally embarrassed myself on the track.Can say it was about my personal worst.Ironic, when i aimed for a pb instead. Felt rather fucked up after the race, suddenly felt emotional. All kind of nonsense went through my head. the long list of what ifs came with no valid answers,& made me feel even more miserable. then ,i saw farmer coach, the first track coach that left a lasting impact in my life. omg, he rocks big time. This was how it went :

me: Hey Coach!
coach:hey malina! how's life?
me:coach! i missed you so much! I see u i feel like crying...
coach: how are you? how's track?
me: starts crying..+_+

wtf.. kinda stupid conversation.. haha, but I let go of all my frustrations in front of my coach & his athletes.how embarrassing. Guess it's an old habit ..used to share my views with my coach last time. He was really nice abt it, encouraged me to continue training hard for next year & to talk care.Didn't get to talk much though, cos some teacher interrupted the conversation & i had to leave anyway. haha, kind old coach gave me a hug before i left. geez, i felt soo much better after crying. maybe what i needed was just a pep talk & some one to talk to.not just anyone to talk to, some one more senior & knows about track inside out.

6th July
GUESS WHAT! I got into semifinals, even greater joke of the century. With a screwed up timing like mine, i can get qualified for semis, & it wasn't even my best for the year. i was last qualifier, but heck? It was my aim to get into semis anyway. lol.Came to stadium late & that set me panicking. Was already focused on doing a better run than heats. (duh..who wouldn't want that?) anyway, i thought my starts was much better than the day before,cos i was more conscious of my run & my surrounding & at least remembered how to run! haha, funny as it may seem but u can actually forget how to run! I managed to maintain with the rest till 40m then i dieded after that. like hello, it IS a 100m race after all! haha.. who cares about whether i was doing alright for my first 40m? but here's the irony, i thought i did much better than the previous run & I felt good after that. BUT my timing was 0.2 slower than the previous day's timing! WTF. quite disappointed about that, cos i really thought i did a better run than the previous day. but maybe i did better in terms of techniques instead of sprinting. maybe.. but well..at least i know i did a better starts than previous day..that's wat matters for now.:D

7th July
ITS LIVE EARTH DAY! haha,was super super busy today, quite tired cos I had to catch up with all the different meetings i missed cos of track training. Had to sit in 3 different meetings consecutively. Campteen exco. SC event comm. Teacher's day comm. sheesh, i think i can go nuts the next 3 weeks handling 3 different events. & tapestry is the major event of course! all publicity stuff i've gotta do. WHY! so sian of doing poublicity when i'm not even pro at it. but well, learn from experience. i'm feeling sleepy now.. shall sleep in till tmr afternoon.WHEE~



reminiscing
12:32 AM <3

(: