WOW.. eve of a festive occassion & im superly pissed. Thank you very much to those people who've made this possible & spoilt my mood. Thank you!I truly appreciate it.Since you've made me pissed OFF, it's only right that I'm allowed to express my feelings.
Anger,disappointment,frustration,all these emotions mixed up together, making my blood boil. Worse, boil with rage. Seriously, I feel really cheated, i'm in fact disgusted by what i've heard. Bloody hell! lead by example? MY ARSE.
Please practise what you've preached. What happened to being professional? What happened to being matured?What happened to all that? The only RATIONALE i can give is that you have left your brains back at home. I pity you then. You lead a life much worse than me. At least, i've got a brain, wait, i've got a heart too. You may claim you have one too, but your heart is made of stone. Just a lump of clay with no value. A lump of clay with no significant.
OPPS...i've been very accurate, haven't i? So no offence if you are reading this & feel that i'm talking about you, cos i feel that whatever that YOU have done seriously affected a LOT of people. A LOT. And what's worse, you've hurt my peers,people whom i called friends. Hold on,I thought you are my friend.OK,so i thought wrong. mistake 1.
mistake 2. I've been tolerating you & your nonsense,excuses & complaints. Ive been the middle man all these while, the peacemaker,the mediator,even to the extent of thinking that you are in the right since you're more experienced or so they say.You do things behind my back, putting up a mask in front of me.Cagado! If you think you are something, why not do it in my presence? Save the trouble. Save all of us from the complications. Save me from making my blood boil only hours later.
mistake 3. I thought you are more capable than what you did. SOmehow, You've proved to me, to my peers, what a mean human being you are. Shame on you. You ought to be shot. *bang!* haha. The respect that I've always given to you is now gone. It doesn't matter if you've got a high profile.Does it? You may think otherwise, but I don't really care for ranking & status. To hell with all that. Guess what? All these titles & positions are just there to make US humans feel that we are something, something big & worth it. & maybe gives you the automatic kind of respect people have for you when they hear you've got a high pos.whatever~
To me,its all wasted,wasted down the drain,if you haven't got a brain much less being thoughtful & considerate. I just can't pretend that it never happened. Ive been doing that too much,I've been giving you the chance that you never make use of. I've been very patient & tolerant,but somehow,you're testing my limit.
Oh ,what is happening?How do you expect me to work with you? Well..like I've always said to others "Be professional,don't put work & personal stuff together" I shall stick to what I've said. AT LEAST , I practised/am practising/have practised /& definitely will practise what I preached. DO YOU?
You are seriously cosa fastidiosa!
Anyway, MERRYCHRISTMAS! Hope you'll have a good time during Christmas tmr. HOPE you die & choke from eating too much turkey. Hope that you have gravy poured on your dress or whatever you'll be wearing . lol.ok, that's lame. but I shan't bear any GRUDGES. i'm not petty, I shall be my usual self,though you've left a few scars on me,& a lasting impression. Don't blame me for being judgemental now, blame yourself for your actions. You may think i'm biased but well,haven't you been too?
ACTIONS HAVE CONSEQUENCES. -remember that!
J o d e r ! Anyway,just, just another point to add, if anyone who reads this tends to disagree with me or unhappy about it, pls, confront or tell me. You are more than welcome to do so.Just to add, i analyse & observe. I do not just say because i'm unhappy, but also because there are incidents that show your actions & made me come to the conclusions.
