i realise that the year pass by really quickly,that i barely have time to reflect on wat ive done for d past 10 months. i still cant believe that events,big & small, like orientation, PSGM, oac, keep fit day, open hse,end year exams are over n that i've received back my papers. goodness. how time really flies. tsk tsk. cant say im happy of my results though,but i shdnt brood over it either i guess. cant believe tt sch holidays are starting in a week's time. it only seemed like yest i was mugging away till wee hours @ h'gang macs. i miss doin tt. i wanna mug!! ahha..i thk i'm sick or sth.
anyway, today was such a tiring,painful,exhausting & lousy day for me. got back my bio papers which was a total disappointment :( i actually had a good self-control of my emotions in d hall,not bad ar.. d whole cohort didnt do very fantastically(got such a word?)for bio. lowest msg was a b4 i thk. *gulps* tt was how bad we did.anyway, was very gloomy and all @ 1st level empty corridor(cos not many ppl there) but then dearest wl came to d rescue & gave words of wisdom n also bev, n p. soo sweet,im touched by their concern n words of encouragement. i realise sth, there is no use crying over spilt milk. wat's done is done. as long as u thk uve tried ur best it's ok!(okok, tt depends) n once we are faced with a disappointment or a failure, we shdnt brood over it. instead, we shd think of ways to overcome it. identify ur weaknesses, practice on it, work on it.( i realise i sound like a nag here heh)
ya, had trg today too. my 1st trg after sooooooo long. did a different route today. find me performance to day Ok only. d 1st part of d run, felt as though my legs were soo heavy cos it was running upslope.. ya, then after d run did drills =) but was tired & dehydrated already ...sobs... self-discipline was reallly impt mann..hehe..didnt want to continue but 1st trg mahh. then did exercises n all & finished! after trg , found out tt hamstring was swollen again! sobs..i thought i was already normal?! im worried.. am i not recovering?
