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National track is finally over! it was on 20/7/2005, yesterday to be exact. yeap, our sch did quite w
ell,proud to say that! :) though of course it wasnt as exciting as last year,mayb cos e venue isnt at nat. std where e whole sch shd be present. mayb also cos i wasnt involved in the meet at all. sigh. dunno y but juz felt so weird waiting & cheering at e grandstand instead of bein e one runnin. i dunno y, but that feeling juz kept haunting me yesterday. felt funny though i was excited & adrenaline was pumping, cheering my heart out for our sch.
*sigh* i miss competitive running. basically i juz miss sprinting. period. ok..bet many r sick of hearing me saying all this again ...im sick of this feeling too. i juz hope & pray hard i'll recover this year n hopefully can compete next year. *prays hard* feel as though a part of my life is missing.lol..not to an exaggeration extent but still theres not much of thrill i can look forward to.
but e thing that upset me most was like somethings tt happened. first of all,i was rather traumatised?(is tt e word?lol) cos i saw an acquantaince pulled his hamstring during his 100m race. OUCH! like i saw it 'live'..its sth of which i dun ever wish to see. not even wish for it to happen to me. tt's currently my phobia. wonder if i'll get over my fear of tt?will i get over it after i recover? i sure hope so.tts one thing. e other thing that upset me was really like as though i got kicked in e face or like renny described "stabbed in e heart n made to wipe my own blood"lol.. lit students` tsk tsk. seriously,i wasnt insulted or anything. juz tt i was already kinda sad so ya was kinda taken aback w it. like imagine some1 tells u to call non-sch team ppl to go down to assemble but when u gothere,they say we dun have to be there.it's juz like saying we're not needed`.thks mann for categorising us tt way.
thanks for rubbing salt into the wound.i really appreciate tt. ahha.
but again.who cares if they categorise us.we're still in it. mayb they said it unintentinally cos it was chaotic? MAYBE. possible. might be. in fact ,thats e only & most rationale i can thk of for tt act..SHOULD be.
there's no I in a team :)
aim for the sky cos u'll nvr noe u might reach ur goal :)
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ell,proud to say that! :) though of course it wasnt as exciting as last year,mayb cos e venue isnt at nat. std where e whole sch shd be present. mayb also cos i wasnt involved in the meet at all. sigh. dunno y but juz felt so weird waiting & cheering at e grandstand instead of bein e one runnin. i dunno y, but that feeling juz kept haunting me yesterday. felt funny though i was excited & adrenaline was pumping, cheering my heart out for our sch.