havent updated for quite some time cos com was spoilt... but now..not only do i have an unspoilt com it's new too!! ahha..juz bought it juz now @ funan mall.. i'm so stupid mann..i juz realise there's no A drive in my cpu. dotz.. so now must buy e portable one.. ahha...dumb ass.anyway, now i can fully commit myself to games since im not in sch team n i'll be free. sad tt im not in sch team. damn hamstring. sobs. but there's always a next year. i hope. i dunno y but i'm worried tt i wun recover in time for x-cty season. n tt might affect me for next year..gee..i dunn oy im thinking so far ahead of me. hope i can recover in time for next year.i really want to make a comeback n be in sch team. hope i will improve in my running.i really want to be in e team.i'm also quite worried for my grades. seriously it sucks. hrmph. i nd to buck up n catch up with e rest cos i'm quite slow in adapting to new topics. grr...my brain is slow. wat can i do?work harder. damn..tt totally sucks but it's e awful truth. i'm juz one of those unfortunate ppl who has to work hard to get good grades,wait,in e 1st place it's not even reliable if i CAN get gd grades. been failing my maths =( but i feel ive been improving. ahha..not bad cos i used to even fail class tests but now i can pass them,even though it's on e dot. lol..i must keep on e +ve side. must continue to work hard for end year. must get below 20 pts for L1R5. dunno how e heck im gonna get average b3 for all my grades.hmm..i must get below 20 or i wun become it. of course there's other criteria to being it. i hope i am fit to become one. but since i screwed up big sweep,i'm scared i wun be one. sad sad. if only i can turn back time. if only i can correct my mistakes. sigh..of course i cant do tt but juz learn,reflect n make sure i dun do it again(i hate tt line but it's true). tt is if there is another opportunity for me to do so.tt's it with life. in order for u to achieve sth tt u want, u have to go thru obstacles, even though u dun lyk it n have to go beyond ur comfort zone. tt's life. hmm...i juz remembered a meaningful quote i found on e net.
Success doesn't come to u,u go for it
that's true. then of course now,i have to work hard to go for my aim,my wish and most importantly my SUCCESS.
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8:52 PM <3
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