omgosh, I swear I reopened my blog at the right timing. I feel so pms-ish for the whole fcking day, I swear I was frowning like half the time. geez, the feeling just came out of nowhere, so I guess blame it on the biological cycle!
urgh, I got quite pissed my plans didn't actually go as how I wanted it to be, cos the mugging/napping period was spoilt by a last minute plan to break fast all the way at geylang, where it's known to be freaking crowded on weekends during the Ramadhan month. Dragged myself there to break fast with the little rascals(my beloved cousins) and my mummy(s). got damn irritated at First Lady, nearly lashed out at the stupid tuition aunty who refused to pick my call, and got irritated over nothing. Darn, if not for the take 5( my plan of quitting is slowly making progress,yay), i think i'd have erupted or something.
seriously this time, somebody call 911. hurhur
reminiscing 12:26 AM <3
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
gosh, and they say facebook is addictive.
I'm back to the days where i flood my blog with multiple entries per day.
it's 6am right now, and i just can't get myself to sleep yet, cos I had to nurse a rather STUBBORN cousin to eat cos she was having gastric pain. i swear my threshold for patience is really high, cos my family gave up trying to make my cousin eat sahur after 5min, and I managed to make her eat something after a whole 30min of persuading her. *pats my own back*
Hoho,now I'm freaking awake cos I'm having one of those stomach pains again probably cos i ate too much sambal:/ stupid girl, now I gotta nurse my own pain. I think my biological system is cock up cos i barely slept 2 hours and i'm freaking alive,alert, awake now. I should just try lying in bed cos i realised I got to teach tuition @ 12pm :/
All righty then,signing out.
footnote: this is really a damn stupid post with random thoughts just coming out of nowhere.there's really no flow in the sentences, but HECK!
reminiscing 5:59 AM <3
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yes, I've decided to finally update my blog after soo long of being dormant. Okay, so I've turned 19,started school and have someone in my life now. The drive for me to restart my blog was triggered by 1) the urge to pen,or rather, type down my thoughts 2) express myself, since it's the best way of getting myself to reflect about things 3) for the heck of it
I guess the real reason i wanted to blog was that there's been some things in my mind lately and i just need to rant it out. Talking to a few close girlfriends got me quit affected and thinking of relationships, to the point one of them even commented that it is the "break up season"
Whoa, harsh as it sounds, I don't quite know if I should agree or not with that. I mean, in every relationship, there are definitely bound to be setbacks and love wars,and the two individuals that chose to commit to the relationship should brace themselves for such situations. I guess its up to the free will(learnt this reading up on behaviourism,haha) of the people on how they should go about with the issues at hand. 1) they can stock up on the ammunities to prepare for a battlefield (suddenly the song "Battlefield" pops to mind) 2) do the diplomatic way and go about talking it over with coffee,tea, or me:P (geez, I make it sound so simple,lol)
but oh well,its easy for me to pen it down in all these stupid theories and opinions of mine but hey, reality check; things are harder than it seems. it's sad that that different sets of friends have come to me with different sets of problems they face and what i could do most of the time was just to provide a listening ear. I feel useless at times, but i guess that's the best i offer for now, as I train up to be a psychologist (LOL, as if it teaches you on how to cope with love life,hehe)
Talking about relationships got me thinking about mine, on how many friends are saying that we are still in the "honeymoon" period. HAHA, of course there's a certain truth to that cos we are still in the process of getting to know one another and what you call in the "lovey dovey" period, still very careful about not stepping on each others' toes, for fear of the Love War to be declared. To think of it, I'm quite contented with how things are going on for us as we still managed to accommodate to each other (yes, you may say it's still the honeymoon period) and,not like one of those stick-glue couples that exist in their own universe. Haha, I'm a girl who likes her space and independence but I guess your going away in a month is just getting to me and I just feel like spending every free time I have with you. But demanding for such is equivalent to me being a possessive girlfriend and like one of those crazy girls who claim they can't live without their bfs. -_-" uhhh, gross!
So ya, i'm just hoping for the best that we will be going on strong even as you leave me for the kangaroos:P Friends and family(my sis) have been voicing their concerns and doubt on how we are going to continue the relationship even though we will be in different continents. Thanks for the concerns but I'm not going to lie to myself and tell everyone that everything is going to be all right, cos I know things are definitely going to be trying for us, that's for sure. I can't quite give a convincing answer or assurance of how I'm going to continue my relationship, but one thing for sure is that I know I gotta have faith.
Oh well, all this is making me feel sleepy, I shall stop here for now. Till again!
Come what may, I'll embrace the challenges as it comes along :))
