Reach

Some dreams live on in time forever
Those dreams, you want with all your heart

And I'll do whatever it takes
Follow through with the promise I made
Put it all on the line
What I hoped for at last would be mine

If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life

I'm gonna be stronger
Know that I've tried my very best
I'd put my spirit to thetest
If I could reach

Some days are meant to be remembered
Those days we rise above the stars

So I'll go the distance this time
Seeing more the higher I climb
That the more I believe
All the more that this dream will be mine

If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky

From that me moment in my life
I'm gonna be stronger
Know that I've tried my very best
I'd put my spirit to the test
If I could reach

If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life I'm gonna be stronger
I'm gonna be so much stronger yes I am
I put my spirit to the test

If I could reach, higher
If I could, if I could
If I could reach
Reach, I'd reach, I'd reach
I'd reach, I'd reach so much higher
Be stronger.

reminiscing
11:54 PM <3

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i'm mentally drained as well as physically drained...

it's been a long time since i rant out my feelings on this blog.

I don't know why, i'd rather express myself through writing rather than verbally sharing it with someone. maybe its just my way of communicating, as i often find it hard to express what i am feeling to others. my mood has been rather moody this whole week, with the stress from the school, and the expectations i have from myself.

I never imagined A levels to be so stressful up to a point of breaking down. Maybe i'm thinking too much, but right after the past 2 compass lessons on University admission, i was obsessed with looking for the course i wanted to take up & got overly worried about not being able to qualify for it. Thinking back, i think i was quite stupid to get so worked up over it up to a point that it was driving me nuts.

I was an emobird yest cos i was really stressed up from the state of realisation that prelims is 21 days away and e guilt from spending my nat day meeting up with friends for a break. I kept bottling up my emotions up to a point that even the slightest thing got me soo agitated that i broke down for a long time yesterday. Over what reasons, up to this point, i really can't find the right answer but i can safely say it was due to over-redundance use of my brain cells over stress and something that i found out about my late grandmother that got me thinking. yea, so i was overly emotional for the whole day,and iwas tired from tearing i slept for 3 hours. When i woke up from my emo state, i decided to get over it and called mar to mug overnight at the airport. thank goodness she was free & was waiting for me to suggest it if not i dont think id be able to survive the whole night in a stable state of mind. yeap,thanks love for the company overnight & going crazy at t3 macs! :)i'm so glad to having caring girlfriends to be there for me all this while :)




thanks jas,mar & bird 3 :)

reminiscing
11:18 PM <3

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