i've got 3 minutes before the com auto log off..
hohohow..

im the airport now....taking a break after doing math for the nite.. not very productive considering i was still exhausted from lit paper.

n yea...we all lost our virginites to our lit papers, as we got screwed. LOL
quoted by soya..


Mid years has been successful in driving me nuts.

n yea, i cant believed i was screwed so many times in a week!

by my papers la...
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N my dear girlfriends, my blog is not suspicious la.. hahaha i just choose to use it as a place to rant..
oh no 30secs lefts..



all the best to all for midyears!


may we not be screwed for the last 3 papers!

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4:55 AM <3

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AHHHH...2 more days till school reopens.

shucks..

oh no
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ok... back to econs...

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11:32 PM <3

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Hohoho..i haven't been online for the past few days! Dont know if its a blessing in isguise cos my com crashed. ARGHHHH...anyway, if you're wondering where i am, i'm at the airport now with mariam @ 12.37am in the morning! lol, yes, im supposed to mugging my work now..but i just had to get online and touch the keyboards for a while. HOHO...

here's a spastic video for anyone who's feeling bored and needs entertainment:D

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12:36 AM <3

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ok first thing first..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARLISA DEAREST!

finally, of age, but still small & petite! :P hope you enjoyed the 'surprise' arranged for you!:D




and ok, yest, just a few hours ago, was unproductive cos i was buzy socialising with darling friends :S kept on talking to them to catch up with one another. gosh, i miss my friendssss! :( it's been a loong time since i had a decent convo with anyone, (aside from huiming & jas who are my gossip queens)

but today's socialising made me chance upon a scandal/rumour/ false news involving me and someone( i shall protect his identity,lol) It's really hilarious what people can think and spread without having any confirmation on things. hahaha...puleez, i'm still like single and available? MUAHAHA. it's quite amusing to think of it, how people can get the wrong idea about things. Don't they have to mug or sth? go back to your books where you belongs, A Levels coming dey!:P

and i went into antisocial mode after 6pm to go to whitesands macs to study, cos the bird hec was in his own antisocial mode as well. so yea, i was loneranger.

but hey! i got to eat the GREEN TEA MCFLURRY and its YUMMY!:D i love green tea!
and i treated myself to a happy meal cos i wanted the grilled burger and apples!
HAPPY MEAL FOR HAPPY ME!>_<

Aite, now i shall be off to type my Gp hw to be sent to Sophia Koh to mark. Urghh..double work,it's irritating how i didnt think of typing my work in the 1st place.

and later i'll be antisocial in sch again, cos no way am i going all the way to aljunied swimming club to mug with the birds huiming and hector.yes yes,i'm such a lazy bird.

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11:01 AM <3

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Malina's rambling reflections-

i've always been inclined towards the human study & always wanted to take up psychology, just to understand our species & maybe get reasons why people behave in certain ways. Hoho, now, i'm not so sure myself whether i've got what it takes, or rather, the perseverance to keep up with the different, antics & behavior or different people, without getting affected over it.


I'm quite cool with friends coming to me to complain their woes & worries, just to provide a listening ear, or sometimes or another, give some advice & some comforting words. but sometimes, i just cant help but sink into the emo mode, but funnily enough, it doesnt happen until i get off the phone/chat with that friend of mine. Shucks, i think i can be quite the emo freak, just that it's hidden,overshadowed by my sometimes craziness. i don't know, i'm just not the PDE type (Public Display of Emotions)i just can't get how some people can easily show people their feelings, and can't understand further why they do it so openly as it sometimes affect the mood or rather, the whole spirit of those around them. I don't know, this is just my opinion, that it can be a rather selfish act of the individual to be a party pooper when they are in a group of close friends just out to have fun. haha, but then again, it depends on the extent of the problem that the individual is facing, and seriousness of it. Of course it cant be excused if the person is troubled with a bgr issue. but things like emo over nothingness & PMS can sometimes be irritating. ( yes, i'm a girl too, sometimes its just a biological cycle thingy that affects us, but surely you dont have your period all year long rite? haha. Pls enlighten me if u do)

Its weird how i can listen to people's problems and advise them on it, to keep their cool and not lose their heads that when it comes to my own problems, i can't even think straight. Haha, i can be a consultant for others' other than myself. Many a times, i've helped friends sort their r'ships but i just can't seem to get a grip on mine. Seriously,its damn ironic to think of it. and like now, it's really hard for me to express whats in my head and i just realise,i like to ramble abt general stuff and not even expressing what i'm feeling until the end or it'll be all over the place. haha, i just can't express myself very well i guess. and yes, my posts are rather long, cos i just cant get my ideas straight.

urghh... gosh i can't stand myself. i'm listening to superly emo, somber songs, that keeps me thinking (there's too much in my head i can't piece it all up)

[listening to-The Moffatts- Who Do You Love]

i've told this to myself so many times to let things be as it is, to go with the flow and not expect anything. But hell, it's not that easy as it seems,each time i see you, the same warm feeling comes again and sometimes its really a wonder,sometimes it ends up a torture, as the feeling haunts me back. haha,maybe i'm exaggerating it but that's the effect you have on me. They say Love is an Antidote, I'd say Love is a Poison.

I'm unsure of what my heart says. haha,the alchemist:"listen to you heart" i'm listening here, but all it says is lubbdupp lubb dubb. That helps, seriously.>_<

But i just don't get you at times, the things that you do at times can be so sweet and all, maybe you don't realise, but you're leading me on. I'll try to not let my guard fall, telling myself that you're just mr nice guy who treats girls well, and that every girl gets the same treatment, but its hard to convince myself that. I keep thinking to myself and have this dilemma of going into confession, but,hey, i don't wanna end up getting embarrassed and hurt and dejected. And confessing to a guy, excuse me for being traditional here, is just not 'right'. Maybe i'm not being very forward with my feelings, but like i said, im quite bad at expressing myself, not unless the guy makes the first move. But no, I guess its unrequited, and our feelings aren't mutual. So i guess i'm stuck in this same dilemma until year end when i don't have to worry about A Levels.

Boy, i don't know what you're trying to do here but you're affecting me. All your actions affect me, and yes, i do get jealous at times over girls you tell me about, and yes, it does hurt at times. Im not sure if you do suspect anythg but my girlfriend is just soo convinced that you do know. But , it doesnt quite seem to make much difference does it? Maybe you should just start realising who's been there for you all this while. But then again, if he doesnt realise it, then he's not my worth. ( As you can see, my mind is in a state of conflict right now)

I'm just so affected that you are not consistent with how you treat me( ok i admit, mayb i'm too sensitive) In a group of friends, you treat me like a stranger. But when we're together, i see a different side of you,n yes,i do like seeing that side of you. I can't believe i've been blogging since 2am and been thinking about you, about this for soo long. I guess it isn't very helpful here, but at least here i can express myself better for I cant seem to open up to people as easily as i can socialise with them, and my 'consultant' has her own problems to think of, and its selfish of me to talk about my problems.

Bahh..i guess i'm just too concerned about others that i end up getting hurt at times. Gosh, im in this mode where i can't care less and feel like drowning my sorrows. But doing so is just a temporary relieve,and it'll come back to haunt me. I just gotta sort this out.And figure out the music of my heart. Sure.


I wrote this at 2am-"and i think i have imsonia or sth. cos i can't get myself to sleep until the wee hours of the morning,when i have to be awake. gosh, what is wrong with me? i'm rambling nonsense now, the ideas are just flowing in my head"]

i think its true. I need to clear my head. haha, but i wont be so literal like britney as to shave her hair.HAH.

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1:20 AM <3

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Gosh..i'm always doing random things!
i just like seeing the flashing adverts on websites that catch my eyes & surf it.
lol, i just did a personality test from match.com



You are an EXPLORER / director

You are a skywalker. You love adventure, both intellectual and physical. And you greet new challenges with passion and bravery.

When you get interested in a project, you can become extremely focused on it, sometimes to the exclusion of all around you. You complete it carefully and thoroughly, often with great originality.

And because you have a lot of energy and tend to be enthusiastic about your ideas, inventions, and projects, you can be very persuasive.

You tend to like to collect things, experiences or ideas. (haha..this is especially true, i keep all sorts of letters & gifts, even chocolate wrappers from friends!) And you are eager to make an impact on those around you, as well as the wider world.

Although you enjoy people and can be charming and humorous, you are not very interested in routine social engagements or boring people. You are comfortable being by yourself, pursuing your own interests. (Quite accurate,I must say!)

People probably call you a non-conformist, an original.(haha, euphemisn for the word rebel?) You like to have good conversations on important topics. People tend to admire you for your innovativeness. You make an exciting, though at times distant, companion.


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Your Major and Minor Personality Types
Your major personality type = Explorer
Your minor personality type = Director


E-Explorer - 29% N-Negotiator - 16%
B-Builder - 26% D-Director - 28%

How your personality breaks out
Characteristics of all four personality types can be found within each of us, but there is almost always one personality type that is dominant. We call this the major personality type.

The Personality Profile also identifies your minor or secondary personality type. You exhibit some aspects of this personality type, though not to the same degree as with your major type.

Builder, 26%: Usually very popular. Deep attachment to home and family. Calm demeanor and low anxiety. Often consistent, loyal and protective.

Explorer, 29%: Known for high energy, high creativity and spontaneity. Seeks novelty, risk and pleasure. Intellectually curious and not easily swayed by opinion.

Negotiator, 16%: Excels at seeing the big picture, long-term planning and consensus building. An intuitive thinker who is flexible, verbal and socially skilled. Imaginative, empathetic and nurturing.

Director, 28%: Daring, original, direct and inventive. A non-conformist. Skilled at abstract thinking and short-term planning. Often assertive and quite competitive. Tough-minded and efficient.

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10:33 PM <3

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ALRIGHTY PEOPLE!
TAPESTRY '08 IS BACK AGAIN THIS YEAR WITH A COOL NEW OUTLOOK!

If YOU think you can Dance, sing, play in a band, juggle, perform magic or just want to share your talents & get a chance to perform in the buzz of the city, Tapestry '08 is here for you!

Tapestry is a charity busking event that aims to provide a platform for youngsters with talents and at the same time,contribute for a good cause for the needy.

Background on Tapestry '07
Tapestry '07 was held in the streets of Orchard @ 4 venues:Wheelocks Place, Takashimaya, The Heeren,Cineleisure. It was a 2 days busking event that attracted many friends,families & shopping goers to stop and listen to the music performed by our volunteer performers. :) There was also an overwhleming response for the merchandises that we exchanged for any generous donations of $1-$2. If you're interested to find out more, feel free to go to www.tapestry07.blogspot.com/ to find out more!:) If you want to sign up for auditions, pls visit www.tapestry-08.blogspot.com


if you've got any queries, feel free to ask:)

Tapestry '08 poster


Tapestry '08 postcard! (Grab them at any ZO CARD Stand)



Tapestry '08 postcard(backview)! (Grab them at any ZO CARD Stand)

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11:14 PM <3

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