MJC just had it's road race for 2008, n i missed out so much of it :( Like last year, this road race was just as 'eventful'; in a different way :X

i got my 1st ambulance ride of my life, but i'm not exactly proud of it
i got my friends and sc worried sick till some of them cried :S

yea..to sum it up, my stubborness took its toll when i insisted on running for road race, even though i was having a badd cough & flu.

yea, you could say it was plain runners' pride/enthusiasm. I didn't know wat i was thinking but,yea, i wanted to run the race cos 1) i haven't run for 1 week + 2) I haven't run a x-country event for a while 3) i was just looking forward to it :)

so these are the stupid reasons that ended up in me running for the race in the end. & it got me gasping for my breath halfway during the race...n ended up cramping everywhere :( gosh, at that point, i really regretted not listening to everyone who told me not to run at all..instead of being the one who usually treats nada to her case of hyperventilation, i was the patient for once (hope its the last time)

i'm sorry to have caused trouble to everyone who was there at the turning point,trying their best to help me calm my wits down n trying to make things better. really sorry to make everyone worried sick & have friends even crying (sorry mars & nada)

i was brought to cgh in the ambulance,along with nada n mr hon in it. It was really unneccessary ( i feel) to bring me to the hosp. for a case of hyperventilation, but well, it's SOP -_-" & because of SOP, i had to take x-ray for chest pain & end up wasting time & $70 from being asked stupid questions by stupid doctors. "Do you smoke?" gosh.. yes i do, i'm a passive smoker >_<

"next time you feel that you feel that you gasp for breath while running take a plastic bag n breathe into it"

oh WOW, great advice doc, i dont even need to be a qualified doc to know that. wtf. i told ms choy & mr hon abt this, n ms choy said " next time when u run,i'll make u hold a plastic bag in your hand!" lol.joke ahh this pauline choy.

but yea, this whole incident make me realise how impt it is to sometimes use my brain instead of always wanting to run & when to stop when i can't do it. & yes, i realise i really have people who really care about me. thanks my darling friends who called/sms me to ask for my health.

and i'm especially touched by the sc & friends who went all the way to cgh to see how i was. how sweet of them; i really appreciate all your concern people!

thanks to..

nada bte ahmad khalid! haha, yes woman, finally we're even yea, thanks for accompanying me in the ambulance! it was funny la, seeing the doc ,with mr hon n ms choy cracking lame jokes.

mr hon! thanks mr beowulff for accompanying in the ambulance even though we all know you came for the aircon :P thanks for wheeling me around the hosp(though you just enjoy doing so!) hahha

ms pauline choy! thanks for bringing our bags to hosp & heading down to see how things are :) haha, & i realise you're not so scary after all :D

mr owen tan! thanks for heading down to the hosp to see how i was :)

my classmates;esp, sally-jie,mel kang,jon & yong wen! thanks for heading down all the way to the hosp darlings! thanks for the thoughtfulness & buying me healthy snacks to eat :P love 07a201!:)

friends; jj,hector & kevan! thanks blue birds for flying down to see how i was! :)) haha, didn't expect yall to be there, but yea, thanks dears :)

5th sc;especially QUEK,kelly,ah ma,jo,ching ying who came down especially to see how i was & personally to pass me the team medal :)) (haha,not bad eh, i got a medal when i didnt even run!)

mjc rcy; thanks for treating me at pasir ris park :) sorry if i caused a panic frenzy on yall.. but yea, thanks agaiN!

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It's yet again another end of the week, and i survived the crazy hectic week! WOOHOO *taps my back*

ok, i nearly drowned out of exhaustion this whole week, juggling school & sc & my own track trainings altogether. seriously, sometimes i gotta get it outta of my head i'm not a superwoman , and that there's a limit to what i can do each time. Urghh. get it outta your head malina.

anyway,i shall update since sunday;

Sunday 13/1/08

I was stalked by some pervertic arse from punggol to whitesands. WTF. omg, i thought punggol was safe from these weirdos unlike my own hse, that's very near IMH. So i thought wrong. :S and yea, i was still traumatised by it when i was telling jas & kevan about it online. hurhur, that guy must be really desperate or just plain sick, cos i was just in shorts n t-shirt.and jas still thought i was kidding when i smsed her abt it -__________-"

I skipped ching gay cos i was pang seh by jasmine & hariz, both of whom did not inform me earlier. urghh..i was quite irritated by that cos of the last min changes n all ( & i hate disruption to my plans). it was rather stupid, i was stuck between doing the right thing to go for ching gay prac alone or to just continue my chem revision. So i decided to go for ching gay (this was before hariz told me he was @ sentosa) so when i was at tamp mrt, i rcv a text from hariz saying" sorry babe, i'm at sentosa" oh crap, so i chickened out n went back to pasir ris to go all the way to seng kang cc to finish up with my work. & there i was stranded cos there was a thunderstorm ard 6pm-7pm n all the benches were wet. So i was like a hopeless ,lost loser walking ard the pathetic place that has no other shelter along with others that didnt bring umbrella. funny, i saw syaz, khairi,sari & hafiz stuck at the same building. LOL. so i finally decided to just walk in the rain cos if not ill be stuck there forever -_-" so yea, i finally settled down to do my assignments at 2am? LOL, so i chiong 2 econs essay & 1 lit essay till 6am. :D whee..

Mon-Wed 14-16 jan

OGL Interviews! haha, kinda boring for 1st 2 days cos there were TAs around:X hehe, as in i must be more conscious of the things i ask the candidates to do. lol, all this kiddos kept targetting me for the situational segment, cos i'm the most extreme exaggerated amongst sandeep,janice & i.:X so wth, i'd say they're good at putting up a front.:DD but sadly, i can't have the power to take all 84 applicants :( and i kept going to macs to study with pantat (ok, do homework) cos we both know that once we reach home, we will zonk out & not do work. So yea, at least i did work.

Thurs 17/1/08
thurs was a killer cos I had 2hours of sleep, doing my homework, doing up proposal for dance finale & trying to study for chem :( So we had our chem test on thurs, which was after pe. Stupid malina, as usual, wanted to vent her tiredness on track(see the irony of it all) so she chiong her 2.8km. well done! only towards the 3rd round i realised i should just relax and save the energy for the chem test, but well, too late :(( so when i went into lt 3, i was already in my zone,into space. & i coudln't recall anything at all. Not even after studying it last sat n the night before :( i think i will be getting a 0 for the paper, sorry mr cheang.

school ended early ,thank goodness! :) but as usual, there were unsettled house liaisons stuff to do & dance finale to discuss. shu hui,haoyan & i were suppose to discuss earlier of the storyline n all, but it was only haoyan & i who were there. So, we decided to wait & nap while waiting for the whole comm to come down. haha, i felt guilty as 2nd ic so i decided to surf the net to look for inspiration for dance finale. haha, didn't get much outta it and decided to nap... i was just going into the realm of lalaland when shuhui came into the sc room :'( and then i got a call from stupid bird bird to discuss the shortlisting of ogls. urgh, the life of a house liaison. we settled the list quite fast cos we were efficient ppl! lol, and i stoned there till mars called me up for meeting. haha, getting escapade from work.

so we had meeting for awhile & decided to come up with a storyline. sheesh, so much for nth.lol, so we left school ard 7pm! WOOHOO, i could still see the sky being so bright. lol, an improvement from always seeing dark sky n the moon. pantat & i went to macs to do work again & i reached home @ 10plus :D i think i was quite proud for being home 'earlier than usual'.


friday 18/1/08
TGIF! haha, i didn't do much homework the previous nite, and met my partner in crime @ 7am to let him refer to my econs workbook.lol i'd say he has gotten an unreliable source :X so we had lessons till 12.45pm, n i stoned at sc room till 1pm cos we were supposed to complete the events board. The results for ogls were out & some ppl were unhappy being reallocated to other houses :( they took 8 of my callisto ppl to phobos & triton. lol, can't help it that we've got potential ogls that we exceed the quota :P but yea, i'm gonna talk to them on mon to do some damage control, ok not really, just to see if they're ok being in other houses n all. :)) so lady boss & i will talk to them tmr before the ogl meeting, cos stupid bird has lessons.haha.

Ok we finally completed the stupid events board @ 5plus! WOOHOO, that's one thing off for mars & I. Now we only need to be stressed over the dance finale. lol. YAY, i love PA:)) its kinda true that pantat says 3/4 of the pa are committed to sc & are always the sai kang warriors, n he pointedly say callisto councillors are the most hardworking people. LOL. no comments, i shall accept it as it is :P anyway, i lost e school memory card for camera :(( i think one of us accidentally threw it away :(( and i had to replace it with the pay i just got! $80 mann, wtf. sorry soya melon, i had to spoil ur plans to go out to take pics. so after going everywhere + digging out the dustbin, i gave up the search for the missing yellow memory card. & soya waited for me to complete my self-training for track.

my schedule: 10x60m uphill lunges (2opush ups in between each set), 5x50 lunges jump & 5x10 high knee thingy

ohh boy, it really tested my discipline doing the schedule on my own.MIND OVER MATTER. seriously, im quite proud for accomplishing that on my own, with the encouragement from music on my fone and the voice inside me. :)) i need to regain back that strong mental that i had in sec 2 to persevere & have high motivation to train.. and yea, soya n i hung out for a while ,talking abt everythg under the sun :))

From soya's blog:
Thanks for accompanying me to White Sands earlier. Hmm, it's not entirely your fault it's lost and heyy, the process of trying to find it and when we gave up on finding it and the small talks we had was kinda thrilling. Lol! (And while I was waiting for you to finish training, I planned to decipher the comparative poems but hoho, my thoughts drifted to SYPA. So exciting!) Anyways, don't blame yourself, aites? At least we replaced it at last but hoho, we so needta find a job during CNY.`

I am absolutely sure that you shout out the first word of that song at the atrium before abruptly shutting up. I’m still trying to figure out what is the meaning of all these. I realised that although I see you everyday in class (I think I sit beside you almost everyday lah) and eat meals during break together, I don't actually talk to you much. I miss having chitchat sessions with you, sayang! We must hang out one day with the other two to catch on with on another's lives tau! (excluding academics, yes.)

i personally missed all my girlfriends n we don't seem as close to know abt each others' lives & just hanging out in school. :(( that's not enough mann.. we should have a babes' day out ok! during CNY! haha, opps, no, that will be the time when soya & i work off the $80 for the stupid yellow memory card :( but yea, i miss you girlfriends!

Saturday 19/1/08

Saturday was spent like last sat again. I was supposed to go running with kevan & fuzzy@ 7.30am! but one finally woke up @ 7.15am & the other came at an indian timing of 8am. LOL. so yea, i was stood up by two guys in the morning.hahaha, lucky soya was there to take pictures. I think i ran a lot. while waiting for fuz, i chiong 2 rounds,when fuz came i ran 4 rounds, when qian wen & jo came i ran 4 rounds again. so i ran/jogged for 10 rounds =4km :D haha, i think running is the only thing that keeps me going. So the soccer guys came, & i got to see hottie senior upclose! LOL, all thanks to soya who smsed me that he was there already, so i decided to go with joanna to canteen to buy food to feed the hungry ghosts( kelly,qqian wen, jo & i) hoping to get a glimpse of him. AHHH, when we were walking back from canteen, hotshot turned n looked at us. *MELTS* lucky the springroll never rolled out of my hand. LOL. So we had sc meeting till 11am, quite fruitful & i'd say, sc ppl are another reason i keep going to school. haha, all the jokers like 3 little pigs, house liaisons, ah jian etc. so funny bunch of ppl to hang out with :D

I rushed to bank to get $300 out to give $200 to my aunt for safe-keeping & $80 to soya for the memory card *heart aches* the queue was effing loong, i queued till 12.30pm before i got to get my monehh. hhaha, iwas so exhausted from training consecutively & lack of sleep i actually sleep standing in the queue. LOL,so embarrassing! Cos it was up to a point where my knee gave way & i nearly fell. :X and it was cos of the stupid long bank queue i didn't get to see hotshot otw back to sch :((

i went to elias to buy lunch for soya & i. chicken rice for me & wanton noodles for her! ahah, after eating, i was still tired i went to sleep till 1.30pm, and did some math revision till 2.30pm till i gave up and told soya i was damn tired and was going to nap till she ended revision. haha, nice old soya made me go home instead. to sleep cos she knew how i was dying the last few days :( haha thanks babe!

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OK im spamming my blog! but i realise i haven't written a post for my dearest, "i know you know" buddy, FUZZY!

LOL, fuzzy is requesting me to write an eulogy about him, lol, ok, since im seriously bored n stoning, i shall do just that :P

Ok here goes..

Fuzzy aka King Kong Kepala Hotak (KKH) aka kerbau, i'm gonna miss your presence during SC meetings + after SC meetings to go makan n your favourite opening line "let's bitch" LOL. I 'm gonna miss all the crappy nonsense we laugh about during meetings + house liaison shitwork that we five have to do, burning the midnight oil & stressing the heck outta us during OGL selection. I'll miss all the bitching sessions we've had each time we meet up, to always exchange info on anything we can think of! haha, ok dude, i realise i've repeated the word bitch twice already, so yea, you're my fellow bitching partner!

and HEY, don't ever think that even if you're not officially in sc, you're not a part of us anymore aite! we came together as 33, & it remains that way! :) don't be a stupid bird bird to think that you can't join us & hang out n all k! We're always there to welcome you, no matter wat lai lai says. HOHO. reminds me of lailai/esther's garden.

and hang in there, i know it's tough to hold your head up high like nothing happened & having to start from scratch, but hey, we are all faced with challenges everyday. remember, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger yea! & maybe you can develop that mus-cles into muscles! WOOHOO. okok, minus -100 points.lol

but yea, keep the spirits high aite, never allow anyone to affect your morale aye :) if you need a listening ear,i'll be there ok!

and thanks sooo much for always being ready to be a listening ear to my nonsense complaints & my crazy moodswings & for always suanning me together with your brother ah jian -_-"

haha ok dude, brain jam now ahh, ill add on to your eulogy:P another time aite ;) funny i'm chatting to you now :D

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Whee! I finally got from hazrul the COuntdown photo we took during the outing!
haha..a bit lag ahh but yea, i spent my new years' making friends with friends of friends :D sad he only sent one photo though, but heck, 20th Jan there's another gathering! Whee i can't wait to meet all the crazy campteen people & friends! :))
i miss campteen *sobs*


3rd row(from left): Joshua (he's hot!)who's kevin's friend, Salihin,Han, Kevin,
2nd row(from left): Ron,Jas, Kenneth the magician, Kelana who's Hazrul's friend, Hazrul, Eden, ermm.. Hazrul's friend who's name i forgot :X, Justin!
1st row: me :)), sam

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Woohoo..my 2nd post for the day & month! i wanted to blog about orientation but well, it seemed like ages ago & stale i shan't waste my efforts typing. :D ( ok, im in a lazy mood now)

Today was rather fruitful! :)) i went to school @ 7.15 am to meet kevan & fuzzy to go running! WHeeeeeee..! ok, the combination is rather random but i wanted to go train after not exercising for 4 days for being sick & so did kevan & i pulled fazall along cos he pang seh me the previous time! LOL,hey! i was being a nice friend to helkp him achieve his goal to lose weight ok! (ok, i was tempted to call jun kai the pantat along to run cos he kept saying he wanted to run whenever i go running but end up eating at the corner to cheer me on -__-") But being a nice person, i decided to spare pantat for the day cos i didnt want to disturb his sleep @ 1.40am :D

& i really think the main gate /school has a problem with me! haha, i came @ 7.20am & the school gate was locked! WTF.. not the 1st time sia! that time it was admin day, now, just a normal saturday :S i was super tempted to climb but i know the school set alarm & i didnt want the alarm to be activated.I totally dont need another embarrassing moment + getting into more trouble! haha..so i was obliged to walk one round all the way to side gate & found it lock as well. (ok duh~) & stupid kevan & fuz were obviously late, so i waited like one ding dong for good 10min before kevan came. Luckily the security guy came to unlock the side gate (maybe he overslept i guess) & fuz came after that so we went to run!:))) how i miss running sooooo much! crazy bird bird chiong for his 6 rounds n overlap me once :S i managed to run my 6 rounds in 13min, not bad considering i was coughing & having flu:D Fuz managed to complete his 6 rounds without stopping for the 1st time!

WHEEE.. WELL DONE FUZZY WUZZY!:))

So after that, kevan left & it was left with fuz & i..till the soccer guys came for training :X urghh.. i thought i could have the whole track to myself :( & yea, i did the running drills, 5x3 20m lunges, & some striding before i did 3 x 40 jack knives. LOL.. i was forcing fuz to do push ups, crunches while waiting for me :D Fuz & i sat to watch the guys train.. SIgh, how i miss team sports! All those killer cedar/pri sch coach trainings I've had, I miss them real badly. Sad sad, sometimes i question if i made the right choice in stopping track :(

Met up with soya at atrium after that to study my chem & told her abt the mysterious black shirt senior hotttie who came back for soccer! WOOHOO.. ok, training wasnt soo bad cos i get to see eyecandies :P lol. We managed to sustain till 2pm where i joined bora, fuz,sandeep,nani,pantat & jj @ kfc to discuss mmm (ok,i was there having fun with fuz, jj & bora laughing out arse off abt..nothing? lol) we stayed till 7pm bitching abt SC & the issues & buggers that are linked to it. hoho, fun bitching session :D i like!

bora said that he thought i was a girl with attitude during Council Training Camp cos i was the blunt one in mentioning all our weaknesses -__-" & Sherman had the impression i was bossy :(, lol, but he justified after he talked to me on the 2nd day, he didn't think that way. YAY!:))

that's about it. Im sooo tired I wanna go nap before reading up my chemistry for wed's test. & hey, i'll be back to my crazy schedule, i'll be starting my duty again as House Liaison to interview OGLs! WHee.. fun to interview, but hard to collate :( all the best to all the 5 house liaisons!:))

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It's already the 2nd week of school! Yes, S-C-H-O-O-L! that word that seem so strange yet so familiar. I have survived the sufferings of school for this week! WHEE! haha, as usual, life can never be normal for me :S and i had a few embarrassing moments that already become a part of my 08 momento.



Mon:

I went to school as per normal, skeptical & worried shit cos i did not complete all of my holiday homework! I was supposed to meet Shane-partner in crime II (P.I.C II) & Tan Yong Wen @ 6.45am to have peer to peer reference for our tutorials ;) ,but as mentioned, i was SUPPOSED to, and being the loser that i am, i was the earliest! :( PIC II came ard 6.50am & tyw came @7.10am, that moron >_<>

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HOho, i just realised i had to submit the personality test to hazel in the midst of doing econs. -_-" this is hilarious


The Portait of the Teacher (ENFJ)
The Idealists called Teachers are abstract in their thought and speech, cooperative in their style of achieving goals, and directive and extraverted in their interpersonal relations. Learning in the young has to be beckoned forth, teased out from its hiding place, or, as suggested by the word "education," it has to be "educed." by an individual with educative capabilities. Such a one is the eNFj, thus rightly called the educative mentor or Teacher for short. The Teacher is especially capable of educing or calling forth those inner potentials each learner possesses. Even as children the Teachers may attract a gathering of other children ready to follow their lead in play or work. And they lead without seeming to do so.
Teachers expect the very best of those around them, and this expectation, usually expressed as enthusiastic encouragement, motivates action in others and the desire to live up to their expectations. Teachers have the charming characteristic of taking for granted that their expectations will be met, their implicit commands obeyed, never doubting that people will want to do what they suggest. And, more often than not, people do, because this type has extraordinary charisma.
The Teachers are found in no more than 2 or 3 percent of the population. They like to have things settled and arranged. They prefer to plan both work and social engagements ahead of time and tend to be absolutely reliable in honoring these commitments. At the same time, Teachers are very much at home in complex situations which require the juggling of much data with little pre-planning. An experienced Teacher group leader can dream up, effortlessly, and almost endlessly, activities for groups to engage in, and stimulating roles for members of the group to play. In some Teachers, inspired by the responsiveness of their students or followers, this can amount to genius which other types find hard to emulate. Such ability to preside without planning reminds us somewhat of an Provider, but the latter acts more as a master of ceremonies than as a leader of groups. Providers are natural hosts and hostesses, making sure that each guest is well looked after at social gatherings, or that the right things are expressed on traditional occasions, such as weddings, funerals, graduations, and the like. In much the same way, Teachers value harmonious human relations about all else, can handle people with charm and concern, and are usually popular wherever they are. But Teachers are not so much social as educational leaders, interested primarily in the personal growth and development of others, and less in attending to their social needs.
Mikhail Gorbachev, Oprah Winfrey, Pope John Paul II, Ralph Nader, John Wooden, and Margaret Mead are examples of Teacher Idealists.
A full description of the Teacher and the Idealists is in People Patterns or Please Understand Me II
Love and Teachers

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