Thursday, January 25, 2007
I can't believe i'm going to say this but... SCHOOL'S been GREAT. (i think it's mainly because 07A201 simply rocks!)
A LOT of things have been going on in school, like how my class had a GREEN REVOLUTION (literally) with the guys wearing cat high uniform & ladies wearing tk uniform. OMG, the uniform makes me look/feel so lady-like& demure! like seriously, i suddenly lookED so gracious & errr..girly! Plus, my cheeky class had a BRILLIANT idea reserved for our mr atlas hse captain! HAHA. too bad we didn't execute it or else he'll suffer from phobia of girls in green ;)
GREEN REVOLUTION!
School's been loong & draggy with tutorials ,& lectures & dance prac for cny & more tutotrials to be completed. TSK. Ive been waking up early in the morning just to do my homework cos i'll usually sleep by 9-10. That's how lousy i am. haha. Anyway, i think so far i can declare my class the wackiest & craziest class in J1 level. I mean, which other class runs for their lectures? Ahha, its quite funny if u see one bunch of kids running from the C-blk to the LT, screaming their heads off & cursing those in front of them. The first time we did that,everyone looked at us as though we were mad ppl & some j2s even asked " Eh, wat happened ar? Relax relax!" LMAO. Did we really look like we were running for our lives as though some murder maniac was hunting us down? Opps! But what they don't understand is that ,it was truly a matter of life & death!Imagine having to sit right under mrs chongs nose & screen throughout math lecture!It's bad enough i had to sit there for the 1st day & what was worse was that i gave the wrong ans!:X How embarrassing!
We also went to ikea to eat lunch (see the irony in it!) ahha, ikea is known for its reasonable & cheap ice-cream! -_-" furniture store --> food? *scratches head* played ard a lot @ ikea , telling each other a long list of "i want"S & sadly having to leave them behind @ the shelves. We're discussing how much more fun TOYS R US is if we had gone there. Maybe the NEXT TIME!:D:D
PRESENTING TO YOU 07A201!
The TKG Wannabes. LOL:)
Disclaimer:i'm still a loyal Cedarian!:D
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9:24 PM <3
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School's been rather long & draggy due to the temporary timetable. The longest record for my break was 5 periods straight! Wow... if only it can stay that way throughout.:D Anyway, Atlas 2 rocks! We know when to play & when to mug! LOL. At least we were 'normal' enough to play bonding games & slack during some break time alright, unlike some groups that kept going to the library to mug. tsk.(what is wrong with these people?)Anyway,I went back to Cedar last fri with Aisyah! Miss the school mann!Esp. the people & teachers there! We went round the sec 4 classes waving to the juniors & talking to the teachers :) how i missed those times. sadly, we were shooed away by clarice!:( So sad, i was looking forward to talking crap with him!Friday:Anyway, after that I went to watch Dancefloor with the High Fivers to support Angelina & friend.Support GAIA people! On episode 2!Its really a cool experience to watch these shows 'live' but sadly, I was at the mosh pit so i can only see them from the side angle( the area where you see the dancers UPclose to the extend that you keep noticing their mistakes :x) Rasul kept gesturing to the camera(talk abt attracting attention!) so most probably, i'll be seeing a lot of rasul's face on episode 2 of Dancefloor. We stayed to watch the episode 3, this time comfortably the seats! Ahah, bryant & I were spared from the moshpit cos we were holding banners & it wasnt allowed there. *blessing in disguise* Stayed to watch till 11plus & i reached hm only at 12 plus cos i overshot my bus stop :SSaturday: Paid a visit(literally) to the gym to finally exercise! Felt lost for a while cos i wasn't used to the idea of using the gym with strangers. The men were obviously hogging the weights machines *URGH* & i could only manage to use the treadmill,bicycle,hamstring curl& knee extension machines. Anyway,I went out to Mind Cafe near dhody ghaut with Rasul,Jasmine,Sheqal to chill out after that. Cool place! We played board games there for 2 hours & went out to eat dinner after that. Reached hm late & got scolded by dad for it.(lucky for me, he didn't know i spent a lot this week!*Ka-ching! there goes my money! :( )Sunday: Went out yet again to meet up with rasul,jasmine & hariz to karaoke! i'm really suaku, i didn't know that area has such good,affordable facilities! haven't k. for super long, ever since we put away our karaoke player as a form of display to collect dust!) Yeap, so we were singing like crazy! Not bad, i got to know more places to chill out! yay~ but of course, that means spending more. tsk, i want a job but i cant take one cos i'm schooling already. Not bad, this week has been rather fun & exciting afterall. but as im typing this, it finally dawn on me that there's school tmr & i haven't done my lit poem! urgh, plus reading up all my notes! (The Muggers' disease ,being in mjc ,has got on to me!yay! it's a record im mugging even in term 1!) till then!
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8:03 PM <3
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
Anyway, there's been a lot going on ard,the usual family stuff. (though im not sure if 'usual' is the right word) Was talking to darrell abt IAG & the breakdown & confess session i had last 2 yrs. then i showed him my entry on it in nov '05. I was reading through it myself & suddenly felt the sudden gush of emotion rush into me.Maybe its due to nostalgia & also due to christina's song on my blog. sentimental enough for such an entry.
Ok,i shan't say that i haven't got over my grandma's death cos i have. its just that i really miss her terribly & her presence. Her presence was the only thing that kept her whole family of 11 children & many grandchildrens & great grandchildrens together. It was her who was the key in ensuring that we kept together as a family, though in reality , we all know that she was the connection in strengthening or at least keeping the family together.
How sad,she leaving us marks the end of the 'close' family relationship. Sometimes i just wonder, why did you have to leave so soon? Remember when i was small, we made a deal with each other that u'll see me graduate in university, & getting a feel of my success & glory together with you? Why did you not live up to it? You did not even give me a proper goodbye when u left this earth, though u did appear in my dreams minutes before you leave me.
With you absent, this family feels empty. its breaking into pieces , torn apart by insentivity & selfishness of its members. Sometimes, i wonder, why do adults, who claim they have more experiences, make stupid decisions & mistakes? even i, know what is needed to be done in such a situation. but come what may, these people abviously are to muddle headed & involved in their own world that they wouldn't give in. Shit ,i hate family politics. Its full of drama.
Urgh, what my aunts & uncles dont realise is that in these situations, people get hurt emotionally & get very affected. what i hate most is that my 3 beloved aunts (also my mummys) are affected by it, esp. my mummy. nobody messes with my loved ones. It aches my heart seeing them going through the phase & quietly crying in their room. If only i could help, but what can i do as a kid? Im helpless as it is when they pour out their feelings & say those sad speeches on how they-are-old-and-not-married cos im not a person of words nor of sympathy,esp. in malay. It aches my heart when they both consider abt me when they are going through a rough time. Though i have my own family, they know i'm too close to them to be separated away. & darn you obstructers, who are you to separate me from myloved ones?? Or even give you the right to discuss abt it? fark off from my life, say what you want abt wanting whats best for my mummys. enough abt your claims on what works best for me & having my interest at heart. What you dont know is that you just don't know anythg,nth abt my loved one's feelings nor mine.
You shoo my loved ones out of the place they call home & even have the cheek to show up your face? Not even a sign of guilt that I see you displaying on what you did to yur own flesh & blood. You vicious monster,u think you know whats best but you actually don't. Guess what, you think you deserve the respect but i think you don't. No one likes a pusher,esp. one as annoying as you. Do me a favour & fark off ,will you?
reminiscing
10:28 PM <3
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