Friday, April 22, 2005
| today had our annual track & field meet...i mean lyk finally its here! ahha...anyway, this year's sports' dae wasnt as nice compared to last year's.hmm...mayb cos i didnt really participate this time or juz tt i wasnt in e mood. to think of it, sports dae came n go by very quickly. heh.. it didnt really dawn on me on wed that sports dae is on fri( @ tt time)hmmm...mayb cos i was too occupied in my own stuff. anyway,i'm quite pissed rite now... like my aunt juz hit a raw nerve.when i reached hm, she asked if i ran juz now but i said no cos i couldnt be bothered in answering her if i said yes. i was already sad i didnt participate in e sprints event n was a lil brooding bout e 4x4 relays & events tt happened juz now. then she,clueless n ignorant to her environment(tt's me) rattled away bout wats e use of sports daee if u dun run blablabla. geez...i was angry tt she kept on bullshitting,adding noise pollution,definitely unhealthy for me X) so i juz snapped @ her tt i was still having injury n tt if i run n made it worse she'd complain more cos she'll have to pay for e medical bills.tt was bitchy but i dun really care. hrmph.i nd to take a hold of myself over such things.. anyway,i shall not be bothered by her rite now & type bout sports dae today. met vi @ e bus stop @6.45 [proud to say i was on time!] then we reached e std @ bout 6.55? quite fast trip frm hm. anyway,i was so occupied on how to run my race cos i was having hamstring pain frm yest physio's torturous trg. i really mean it when i describe it as torture! hee..anyway, there were soo many ppl @ e std by the time we reached. full of excitement everywhere! like everywhere i go i see bright striking colours! like soo cool & nice!lighten my spirits a lil. =) i juz lurve e skirts of e ole,bogae & rose skirt! like they made e skirts by themselves!!! how cool is tt? can see they put in a lot of effort in doin all those things! i was really pink cos im in rose house! d-UH!! heh.. had feathers stuck in my head,like so bimbotic!! so not me..me n xin ya were pretending to be bimbos..hehehe..cos we were quite bored while waiting for e march pass to start..heeeeee...like totally!~ then after e march pass n e athlete's oathe first event started. 100m!!! like soooooo exciting!!like @ least 70% trackers participating!hee...jiayuan rocked e track!!!as usual~ like there's thrill in watching a race..but definitely more thrill in runnin it..*sigh* anyway,we were waiting @ e competitors steward, thoough in e shade,we were burning! & e track was melting on my spike nails! grrrr..i was thinking of how to run e 400m cos my hamstring feels like as though it was gonna break anytime!lol...okok not to tt extent,but it was bad considering tt it was painful even when i walk. aanyway, we had e cheerleading b4 our race. ole was fantastic!!! their stunts were considered great considering they had no pro. help! seriously, all e cheerleaders deserve a great applause for their hard work! im quite impressed by their performances.* clap clap clap clap clap* =P finally it was my turn to run. 1st leg,lane 1.was quite cooled down cos had to wait DAMN long for our event! then d.c explained e rules so funnily. quite amusing tt he was so called loss for words when he didnt noe wat to say! lol...all he did was make a fool of himself.=X heee..moral of e story: dun talk so much & go straight to e point!save everybody's time! =X lol..tt's true ok! i think my start wasnt like explosive but heck...but i caught up.wheeeeeee..im so proud of myself...caught up @ e 250mark.then was alreaady bothered by e painn..hrmph.cheryl & i were like pacing each other.last 50m she overtook me...soo saddeningggg...*sobs* was dying when i passed e baton! wahh...it was as though e pain exploded in my head..lactic acid build up + hamstring pain = nearly died! lol...luckily i can still stand but limped my way back..ahha.i'm a strong woman!lol..like super woman!...but proud tt i was 2nd..hee..not bad since its my first 400m run this year! shows tt i didnt quite lose my speed endurance(okok i did lose it but it's lyk i can still last?hehe noe wat i mean?)but sadly e result was tt my class got 4th-6th i think..ahha not too sure.cos it was quite close. but not angry tt we got tt pos. it's a team's effort. at least we tried=) anyway,then they had novelty race between sports cca. traack got 2nd..juz by a lil *sobs* but it wasnt e sch team so it's alrite cos we ran "handicapped". but got sth bad happen .hrmph.. shall not elaborate on tt. after tt n hypv n had to attend to her...tsk tsk..see la..nvr eat breakfast..so scary she blacked out during e singing of sch song...lucky me & ly anticipated tt. phew...then e red cross came to e rescue!!!aahha..they certainly rock! i lurve e standard n efficiency of our sch red cross! so much better than e one e sph relays had! DUH! went out with jenn after tt. we were whining & persuading ps to go oout ...hehe..like first time i was whining! n e last!ahha..no way im gonna whine ..it's irritating.anyway, we so called ran for e bus & went to somerset to meet fai & tas. then we ate @ lj then went to jenns hse to stone.lol.cos we were tired so we slacked there. then it was quite crappy cos we were quite bored so we started talking rubbish & gossiped & doin silly things...hee..time to destress for a while...after tt went hm & here i am!diao..ok tt's lame....haiz..so tired tmr still have to go sch for duty. but i'll be sitting down & juz ticking some name list! wheeeeeee..~ so fun!nvr done reception duty b4!lol..hope it's not a yawn~..n i hope they wun change my duty to ushering!hee..if not i 'll be limping which wun look nice~. nice duty for a part-time handicapped person=D R-o-s-e GO ROSE! Rose, ignitE! Rose house is DynaMiTE! wheeeeeee! |
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9:19 PM <3
Sunday, April 17, 2005
| been a while since i've updated... lots of things have been happening. some things that happen too quickly,sometimes ur not even aware of it. been bz with common tests, class tests n sch stuff n trg. involved in many things that sometimes i dunno which to go for. *sigh* my time management juz sucks. i shd really make a timetable for myself. i'm soooo tired...so tired of things. so tired of some stuff tt have been happenin. y do ppl think tt i'm always ok with everything? they nvr seek my opinion watsoever.. they juz assumed...ya ya.. DUN ASSUME! lol.. quote unquote x) but seriously, doesnt mean i'm willing to do things means i'm happy bout it. pls dun be such selfish morons ok. it's juz tt im too nice to decline or cant be bothered anymore to argue. i'm human too..i have my own opinions, my own decisions, my own life. geez...i'm losing touch i guess.. heh.. been quite moody i guess...hrmph...i have to stop this unhappiness in me.. *sigh* i cant stand it. y must we have things such as tests? i dun mind having them if i get satisfactory marks . but e thing is, i juz cant seem to do well... im sick of it...in class i can do work but when it comes to exams or tests, i juz screw up. it's really depressing when u put ur whole effort in preparation for it but e end result is juz disappointing. its more depressing when u see everyone doin well..even those who dun pay attention in class n dun do their work. seriously, sometimes i really wonder, wat do i lack? is e structure of my brain diff frm theirs? goodness,i'm asking silly qns. i'm so tired rite now..i nd a break...i long break from all this things.. away frm tests ,tests n more tests. also away from civilisation. lol. so tt i dun have to face e different sorts if ppl, so tt i dun have to bother bout them. lol.. geez..now i sound selfish *slaps myself* hrmph...how i sometimes wish i can juz pour my heart out to e ppl who's making my life like this. e thing is i cant. i'm juz so afraid i'll hurt their feelings.. hmm..i'm juz waiting for e volcano in me to erupt..lol..or when e ritcher scale in me reaches 8.5 n above, i will juz be tactless n say my opinion. hope tt doesnt happen..cos i can be a real bitch when im really angry. now..i juz nd to be more patient..juz wat i nd... "patience is a virtue"<---i hope its true i'm sick of waiting, waiting for my injury to heal... mayb my injury is one of e reasons of me being cranky.i dunno y..but i cant seem to wait for it to heal.. i'm so sick of doin diff schedule frm e rest, lyk as though i less capable or handicapped. ive got to admit i'm not very patient. tt's y im training nearly everyday, to make up for watever i've missed. hmm..but then again..im very tired rite now...im not recovering in time for e next training..mayb i shd stop my self- trainin for a while. but then now,when i'm not involved in competitions n not in sch team i feel so empty inside. i dun see a purpose in me training.feel sth missing in my life.. *sobs* i miss track.i miss e thrills in competitions. n it really got depressing when i did cip for SPH relays, when i saw e sch team ran for the sch. sighs..i cant do much for now..juz hope i'll recover real soon.. i'll juz keep training hard cos lyk t n ppf says "i can make a comeback next year". well...i hope tt's true. hope tt will happen. -got to be patient- |
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11:48 AM <3
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
heeee..juz lyk me to exaggerate..but i juz did shotput for e first time in my life!ahha..i find it really amusing.. how i blindly reported for shotput w/o me having any knowledge on how to throw it @ all! lucky, e superheroes came to e rescue. e throwers!! heh...
got demos & help frm them all...but i still made an embarassment of myself. hrmph. i was e first to throw outside e zone thingy(pardon me for my ignorance on shotput) n every1 was giving sound effects. lol..so comical.
but i'm proud of myself too!! not bad ar..1st time throw get top 8 pos! lol...even so,i was 8th among e 8 ppl =P. wheeee...i didnt noe throws can be so fun! hehe..get e satisfaction when u throw well(in my case juz after e qualifying mark is sufficient X)) ahha...now silly me have to bear e consequences of not warming up =( nor proper cool down on mon. aching all over n e BEST thing is....... i have physio tmr! double e pain. tsk tsk tsk. i'm so gonna suffer. walk like a robot. okie tt's all for now cos time is up frm my break frm studying.
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10:29 PM <3